Genre-Dark, Sensitive, Romance, Erotic, YANDERE
Y/N has been living a difficult life since childhood. Now all that she desires is peace and a little love. Does she even deserve to be loved after what she did to the first ever person who was nice to...
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Y/N'S POV
Have you ever desired for something that you might never be able to reach? No matter how hard you try to grasp it, you might never be able to reach it. But does that mean you should give up? Does that mean you should let it go for good? No! You just have to be selfish and do everything you can to get what you desire. That's exactly what I did. My story begins at high school. I was never one whom people would notice. I was totally invisible to the world. I never had any friends because I already had enough issues to deal with.
My father had left us after my mother got pregnant and she definitely blamed me for every single problem she had to face, that's why my relationship with my mother was never a healthy one. She always thought of me as a burden. She was never there for me so I had to learn to take care of myself at an early age. Both of us lived in a small house but she was never home. She usually stayed at her boyfriend's house. She would come home rarely and when she did, it wasn't very great for me since I would only get more scars to hide, from the world. At least she still agreed to pay for my education as long as I had good grades. I had to manage the rest of my expenses by myself. Life was painful and hard, not even worth living until...he happened to me.
I was walking down the hallway when someone bumped into me, making me fall down on my butt. The guy didn't even spare me a glance and ran off to somewhere, stepping on my notes. I really wished to grab him by his shoulder and make him pick my stuff up but my body didn't bother to move in his direction. These days, almost nothing bothers me anymore and I hate myself for being that way. I began picking up my things as no one helped me, instead they all just stepped on my notes that were scattered on the floor. Wow! The world is a cruel place! They're just gonna step on the notes I worked so hard on! I was about to pick the last of my paper work when someone else picked it up before I could.
I looked up to see a smiling face and two bambi eyes staring at me. His gaze was ever so kind and his smile, generous. I was never used to people looking at me that way but now that someone did so, I don't ever want him look away. He handed me the paper and we both stood up.
???:God! No one even helped you pick them up, these guys really need to learn some manners.
He said that in an annoyed manner as he stuffed a hand in his pocket while he gripped the strap of his bag with the other. He looked at me, waiting for me to say something but I was already too busy admiring him.
Y/N:Th-Thanks. ???:(smiles)You're welcome. By the way, I'm Jungkook and I'm new here.
I didn't say anything but I just stared at him, clueless. What should I say? I have never talked to a boy before. He stared back at me as he expected me to say something.
