I remember it like it was just yesterday.
When your hand held mine.
How warm and inviting you were against my cold, lonely skin.
How your touch ignited a flame in my heart,
fire burning deep in my veins.
How your lips felt as they brushed mine.
The way you spoke every word of love with such passion,
The way you looked at me with a gaze like no other.
How I fell for it all.
And now, like a petal that has fallen from its flower,
Our love has gone.
Never to be fixed.
Broken and torn apart.
Shattered and irreplaceable.
For me to forget a love like ours is impossible.
Every day from now is a gaping hole in my soul,
Determined to grow larger, become more empty.
My fragile heart can take no more.
Oh how vulnerable I feel,
The gracious pity I have for myself.
It will be difficult for me to open up again.
To move on and find another
Who can make me feel the way you did.
But alas, there will never be another like you.
He will never love me the way you did,
Make me feel like I felt with you.
There is no one else who will ever take your place.
Because from now until forever,
A part of me will always be left with you.
What I do know is that
When I find that someone,
He will make me feel different.
Every passion, desire, fire,
Everything will be different
And it will be for the better.
Although he'll never fill that empty space
That you've left within me
He'll have a part of me that's been untouched by you
My loneliness will be replaced
With true love that was meant to be.
With everything that you weren't
And I'll be happy for the choice that we made to end it.
But for now, till that moment comes
I will wallow in my self pity
I will live life and continue to learn from it
Without you.
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