Semi pov
What just happened? Wait a minute I'm going on a date with shirabu.but I'm not good with relationships, the last one was not good. I still remember the pain.
I should probably go talk to tendou about this. What if shirabu is just messing with me, or isn't as good as I think when we're in a relationship, who am I kidding, we're just going on a date, he probably wouldn't want another one after this, let alone date me.
I knock on Tendou's door, so that I could tell him what just happened. Tendou opened the door .
"Oh hello semi semi what happened with you and shirabu when I left~" Tendou said in his teasing like tone.
"Shira asked me out on a date " I said, I feel my face burning up a little, so I must be blushing.
"Oh,come in" Tendou said giggling a little. Tendou and I go into his room.
"The date is tomorrow at a carnival, I have no idea what I should wear, or how should I act, what I should say, or-"
"Semi calm down" Tendou said cutting me off before I could go to deep into my thoughts like usual. "You're going to be fine, shirabu asked you out on a date, not anyone else, so just be yourself" Tendou was waiting for me to talk before he said anything else.
"But what if he realize that he doesn't like me, because I'm mean, or because I'm annoying, or, or -"
" Semi semi you're going to be fine" Tendou said shutting me up again. "That is very unlikely to happen, he asked you out on a date, knowing you can be mean sometimes,because you don't want to get hurt again. He also knows that you can be very kind when you get close with someone, or when you know you can trust them. So you don't have to worry about that, also everyone can be annoying at times, so it's not really a bad thing. " Tendou finished talking.
"But what if-"
"Semi calm down don't worry about 'what if' or what maybe could happen, instead just worry about the present. " Tendou said before I could finish my sentence.
"Ok, but I still don't know what to wear" I mentioned
"Just wear something casual, you're not going to a carnival wearing a suit" Tendou said giggling a little.
"I guess you can be smart with somethings" I said while rolling my eyes.
"Hey I'm smart most of the time" Tendou said trying to act annoyed.
"Yea most of the time, when you're not around ushijime that is~" I said teasingly.
Our little jokes and fake arguments are always fun to do, but what Tendou said was true, I need to let go of the past and stop worrying about the future, I should just focus on the present, shirabu is probably not as nervous as me.
"Oh shut up semi, I'm not stupid around ushijime, only when you're there because you tease me all the time around him so I don't know what to say," Tendou said confidently.
"So what you did to me earlier with shira" I said with annoyance.
"Oh yea sorry about that " Tendou said while giggling, I know he didn't mean that, or meant to do that so I'm not that mad.
Tendou and I just hanged out for a while like usually expect he was trying to get me more confident for my date, I wonder what shirabu is doing.
