It all happened for a reason

Present day

12 May 2021

I was in my office, searching some files,I was deep lost in my thoughts, That idea of uh knowing uh had lost everything Is extremely tough indeed, even though that's allah planned, he plans for everything before us coming the world.sabr and prayer is the only key to survive .I was full of incessant,I feel disgust and suffocate I need fresh air, I'm trapped and oppress.

I cannot forget what happened in my life two years back,although everything is destined to happen, we cannot change what the almighty Allah has written for us,he is the best planner,

he plans for everything before us coming to the world.every hearted person most pity me, after narrating my story for uh

My phone vibrate bringing back from my reverie, I look on the screen to check the caller ID , I was out of words when I see numerous messages and missed calls from my wife,I was anxious a Quickly Dailed her number muttering some dua hoping she and my son are all good . She haven't pick my calls

I was extremely worried, I snatched my keys pack my files,and hurriedly went out.sir sir sir waitttt sir you have an important meeting I have arranged everything we are waiting for uh, farhin am in hurry pastpond the meeting

farhin is my personal secretary, she is and understanding employee, she understands me the most,I like and enjoy working along with her.

I have never seen my boss in this situation, ever before,he looks nervous he's in a hurry, I called him several times but he haven't respond, I think he didn't hear me, I didn't give up and continue calling him;I run after him,sir waittt uh have an important meeting I have arranged everything we are waiting for uh. He glanced at his watch looking exhausted, and replied with am in a hurry, postpone my meeting.

I align the ignition and drive home recklessly, still dailing my wife's number hoping her to pick my call, but unfortunately she haven't.

I don't know how I make it home, cox I drive in a reckless manner,I packed my car and without salaam I entered, I stammered the door

,and nobody was there, yaa Ilahi where is she, I scratched the corner of my eyebrows

I usually do this when am furious to calm my self, I call her to see Where she is, I checked all the apartment but she was no where to be found

I stamp my feet oh shitt where is she

ya rabb protect her for me ,I have nobody but her she's the only person living on earth left for me, after all the suffer I went through all these years .

yaa rabb I don't wanna loss her.I can't live without her, i can't bear such pain wallah,

I saw her vail in the balcony, I move towards the balcony to see my gorgeous wife and my little son, sleeping peacefully in an awkward position

she embraced him so tied, I didn't know when tears started trickling down my cheeks.I swear to allah mothers are jannah, mothers are heaven, mothers are happiness, mothers are blessing,

we couldn't have been born, we couldn't have been bear but for our mothers,in her womb she carry us, sleeping or willing she cuddled with us, mother's are sweeter then honey, there are prettier then gold, we have to love and cherish every moment we spend with them, and most especially love them unconditionally.