"To hold."

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You went away, I cried.

You came back, I yelled.

You left again, I cursed at myself.

You reappeared, no words were said.

Once again you exit, I only regret.

You resume, I can't bear.

You break away, I attempt to endure.

Here you are again. Right in front of me.

Velvety chocolate, touching my satiny caramel skin.

My hand touching your hand.

You were facing the door but I didn't want you to leave out anymore.

My vanity held my words back,
But your arms...

They wrapped around my body.
You hugged me..

Than held me.
How come you just watched me breaking.

Why were you constantly leaving me?
His lips parted.

"Because I wanted you to chase me. Because I thought you saw me breaking apart each time I was leaving, I had to stay faithful to her, it was the right thing to do. Because at the time , you weren't around it was me and her. I love her."

These arms broke my boundaries.
My anger I let go off.

All these years.

I wanted to be selfish.

Think of only me and him.

She was important to him.

I envied and disliked her.

I stated. "I hate you... I hate you for not being here.. For loving her , picking her happiness over my own. Forgetting me and moving on.. I hate you... Even for leading me on.. I hate you so much... I love you."

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⏰ Last updated: Feb 25, 2015 ⏰

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