the day we collided ; tweek and craig

break

break time came along and i walked out the class. jimmy, token and clyde were instantly together but then didn't even wait for me.
i was just walking around by myself but tweek came up to me. what could he want? "hey c-craig?" i turned pretty quickly to make eye contact with tweek, he looked pale, is he alright? "hey du-" tweek interrupted me and faced down with his eyes closed "ithinkyourereallycoolcanwehangout?" he said quickly. i didn't quite catch all of that but it seemed important. "uh sure dude! where do you wanna go?" tweek let out an exhale and smiled "just out to the playground if that's okay?" i nodded instantly "yea dude, let's go."

in the backyard we talked about what we were researching on, i said to tweek "hey so you know about the gnomes thing?? can i see the gnomes??" tweeks smile turned into a small frown "i don't know, my parents c-call me crazy but i don't wanna disappoint you in case i actually am crazy." i reassured him "hey that's fine, even if you are crazy i don't mind. maybe they're not an illusion, even if you could record what you see for me toni-" he started smashing his knuckles into eachother "yea! ill do that! uh can i have y-your number??" i ripped some paper off my blue metallic notebook and wrote my number for tweek, i looked at him smiling at his shoes put a little heart on the end by accident, but i didn't even try to get rid of it, i just gave it to him.
tweek looked puzzled at first reading it and flinched but then he smiled "thank you!" i zoned out again, i was lost in an ocean in his eyes. just looking at tweek gave me butterflies, it felt like i was falling this is wrong. i can't be like this, but it feels so right.
i just smiled at him and nodded as a response and he looked away.
i don't know what's wrong with me. why? is it love? is it hate? am i just dreaming?