It's crazy what can happen in a few hours. This morning was fine, I was happy, nothing was wrong. But now I'm frustrated and anxious and I don't want to get up. I have a very bad run with parties, and even now I think of one certain party that still makes me physically sick and makes me want to scream and cry. That's only one thing though. I've spent so much time with my partner now that anytime I'm not around them I become frustrated and sad. It's almost like post-con depression. But post-date depression. I guess being at home doesn't really joy unless I have friends, my partner, or playing video games. But since I got into my head now I don't have the energy to do anything. I know it's something I'll grow out of with help and working it out, but as of now I'm so tired and wish I could just stay at home rather than stand at work for hours probably talking to no one.
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RandomI know journals are meant to be kept private, but I want to share some of my entries. I want to do this because I want people (especially younger people) to know that they aren't the only ones that feel certain ways. That it's okay to fear certain t...
