I wake up to the sounds of beeps from my alarm clock. Yay school, I get up and get my uniform ready and brush my teeth.As I brush my teeth I think to myself Why am I still on this earth when I don't even deserve a life. Before I head out to school I grab my razor and slowly cut a neat line into my pale skin,I admire my crimson colored blood before I clean and and leave for school. On the bus ride I listen to my favorite song "hold on till may" by peirce the veil and gaze out of the bus pondering the idea of if I should end my life when I get home. We reach school and I get off the bus only to hear from my favorite douchebag bully named Brad "What's up cuts!" I Just Look at my vans shoes thinking How I should walk away "oooooo Look art the poor emo boy who cuts boo hoo I have a bad life in gonna cut hahahaha!" Everybody laughs at his impression of me. (Time skip) I'm at the lunch table with my friends Beck,denzil,Mason,and kat. "So did u hear about linkin park's new album coming out?" Says kat I Look at her "No way are u freaking kidding me I got to get it!" I say eagerly. I eat my grapes thinking about death when Mason asks "How bad are they?" I raise my sleeve to show him my cuts when his eyes widen in fear "you've got to stop your gonna end up killing yourself." I Look in his eyes "right now I really wish that would happen." He Just turns away to converse with his friends. The rest of the day I don't even listen to What the teachers taught I Just thought of ways to leave this world. I walk in my house and say hello to my parents before entering my room. I slip on a green day shirt and purple skinny jeans and my black vans before entering my gaming mode. I put down the controller and grab my razor and cut 4 lines on my wrists. I know I could be better than this but Why should I?
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the insanity
Horrora boy named kc (kellen ) suffers from severe depression until he meets a girl if which he falls in love with until he is kidnapped and suffers a horrifying death but is resurrected from the dead and seeks revenge and has a horrifying thrust for mur...
