Growing up?

Isn't easy

Do you remember when you were still young murmuring about "I WANNA GROW UP." Because your mom don't want to let you play outside because you'll just get dirty. Your dad will let you sleep every afternoon. Your brother will yell at you just because you used the computer. It's kinda me though, but without dad and bro. 

I grew up without even knowing who, where and what my father was. I grew up with my mom and her family. It's kinda difficult but I have to accept the fact. My life is full of dramas, actions, comedy, and magics when I was still a kid. I used to play with my cousins since Mom won't let me play outside. I was being bullied and teased by my cousins but I have to rely on them. I used to do karate to protect me from my stupid cousins, and I used to experiment things from our kitchen. Weird right? That's what kids do years ago. 

And now you'll realize that growing up isn't easy and you'll murmur about "I WANNA BE A KID AGAIN", but we still don't have time machine in which you can go back to your past. Life is all about accepting the reality and just move on from your past. Many people would say that you've changed but that's growing up and you must do it sometime. Because in life, we do things we wished we have never done. Some, we wish that we could replay it for a million times in our heads. But, they'll just make us who we are and in the end they shape every detail about us. If we were to reverse those things we are not who we are right now. So just live, make mistakes, have wonderful memories but never ever second guess who you are, where you have been and most importantly on where is it going. Just keep calm and relax, life won't let you down. I promise you that. :)