fvck life

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(may 3, 2021) i turn 14 in june (june 26) and i just registered for high school today. we also have to start thinking about college cause we have to sign up for electives and i have no idea what i want to do. i wanna be an actress, musician, or model. i can't sing very well even tho i love too, i wanna be a movie/tv actress but i've never acted before and i don't wanna do school plays cause audiences freak me out so i don't know where to start, and i don't know how i would get started as a model and i've heard all these horror stories of young models get manipulated by photographers and agencies. so basically my life is going great.

also on saturday, my sister and i went with our dad to get ice cream and he had to get gas. ON OUR WAY TO GET GAS, WE RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE FREEWAY AND HAVE TO PULL OVER! then my mom had to come bring us gas and pick up me and my sister and it was whole thing

(march 24, 2023) y'all i'm reading back on this and wtf was i thinking when i thought i could make it as an actress, model, or musician 😭 anyways i'm hoping to go into sports medicine and become a physical trainer/therapist. i'm gonna try to specialize in hockey but we'll see

(june 1, 2023) good lord i sound so young. i turn 16 this month 😭😭😭still going's into sports medicine, failing like 3 classes !!

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