Room 347

Me Why Me?

Yes, I know this might sound weird but I have been seeing someone lately. He has been through hell and back but it brought us closer together. One day Terrance contacted me and he wanted to talk which was weird. He told me that he really liked me  and that I was down for him when nobody was. Terrance said I was ten toes down for him which I understand because I was not going to let him fall in the gutter especially when I knew that was not like him.  He kept thanking me and I told him your welcome so many times. Terrance asked me was I free for tomorrow for a date. I told him tomorrow night works best. So me and him agreed to do tomorrow night. I was texting ierra and telling her about the shocking message from Terrance. She told me that she already could tell back in the day Terrance had wanted to talk to me. He just had a lot of issues and also he saw I was occupied with Jalen. But I told Cierra its nothing like that with Jalen ,  It was Cierra that one night and after the head he wanted to have sex with me. He kept trying after that night but it never happened. Anyway Terrance was cute to me , I did not know how to deal with this situation at the moment. I knew it was going to take some time to take it all in. 

The next day came and it was time for our date and I was getting nervous by the min. As I was getting dressed butterflies was in my stomach. I could not believe this really happening. I slip on my black mini dress and my red bottoms. Yea i am feeling myself tonight. He told me to meet him at The Henry steak house. Man he must got that bread breaking it on me like that. I decided to drive because why not I was not plan on getting drunk. I pull up to the restaurant  it is very fancy they got valet drivers. The valet driver asked for my name so I told him and he said my spot was already reserved. The driver said that Terrance paid for the valet and I am like he must got money money. I walked through the door and the host escorted me to the table. There go Terrance sitting there waiting on me and I have so many butterflies in my stomach.  He was staring at me in my eyes. I sit down and he came and hugged me. As soon as he hugged me he grabbed my ass. I almost smacked him but I had to remember we are in public. We were sitting down eating dinner and he basically started to play footsies under the table with me. I let him do it continually but he was taking shots and then I started taking shots. I do not know why I chose to take shots. I was getting lit everything I ate started to taste better. Terrance asked me where was I going after I leave the restaurant. I told him I was going home and he told me no I was coming with him. He paid the waitress for our $300 bill and we left. We ended up going to the Marriott next door.

The fact that we were going to get this room was shocking . I was excited to go get the room with him to see how this night was going to play out. We checked in and finally got to the room, i was super drunk and I started to feel sick but I did not want to throw up. That would be so embarassing and nasty. I took a shower and I heard the door open slightly. I was minding my business but I already knew Terrance was minding my business instead of his own. He tried to take a shower with me. I told he had to wait if he wanted to do anything with me. He told me it was going down as soon as I got out the shower. I was finished with my shower and I laid down in the bed and he started grabbing and kissing me. I did not want him to stop so I just let him take control and from there he had me. He had me feeling good the whole night and we aint stop just kept kissing me. We finally fell asleep at 7 A .M.and from there I never left. We started to spend more and more time with each other. That one night turned into days ,then months and then years. But you know you cant always have the fairy tale that you want. Always expect the unexpected. It got so crazy that he asked me to marry him. I felt like he was moving to fast but he feel like I was not. Later on that year he proposed but being person I am I like to give people chances.I told him I was happy with him and I would love to be with him but do he think it is moving fast. He said no trust me and I took his word not knowing it called death do us part for a reason. Yes I told him yes but it was still a feeling you could not let go. I know one day I will find it out. I continually asked myself everyday what it might be but it still never came to me.  AS WE SAY WHATS DONE IN THE DARK WILL COME TO THE LIGHT.