✨Chapter 9✨

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Mya and Ray have grown closer since they lost their unborn child. Mya's starting to believe Ray wants her and only her and Ray is doing everything in his power to show Mya thats he's all about her.

As Mya pulled up to her house she saw Ray sitting on her porch. She was confused on why he's sitting outside in hot ass weather and in all black. "You good?", Mya asked getting out her car.

"Yeah.", Ray said standing up. Mya looked at him confused as she closed her door.

"Umm, what's up?"

"Nothing." Mya nodded and walked past him to her door. She unlocked it and went in. She turned around and saw Ray on her heels. "I can't come in?"

"Ray what you want?", Mya asked moving over so he could come in. He walked in.

"Ian got shit to do today.", she shrugged.

"That mean I don't?"

"Ian got nowhere to be. Ion want you to think I'm with a bitch. So I figured I would be in your hair all day. I mean I ain't leaving so you stuck with me." Mya just looked at him.

"Well Camille coming over and bringing some weed, I'm cooking, and I'm doing her hair and nails for her photo shoot. I only need to go to the store then I'm in the house.", she said.

"Who driving?", he asked.

"You can. I'll be ready in a few minutes." Mya walked away then smiled. She's happy that the haven't been intimate since her miscarriage and all he wanna do is be around her. She feel like maybe he really wants to settle down now.

...

Ray pushed the cart as Mya grabbed everything she needed. She's making some steak, lobster tails, shrimp, loaded baked potatoes, and bacon wrapped asparagus. "So you told me to guess what you was making, I can't. Tell me.", Ray said as Mya put potatos in the cart.

"You know the bet?", Mya asked looking at him.

"I was paying for the food anyways. You know you ain't gotta go in yo pockets when you with me Big Baby." Ray put a box of cereal in the cart.

"I guess. I'm making some steak, lobster tails, some shrimp, loaded baked potatoes, and some bacon wrapped asparagus. I been craving it." Ray rubbed his stomach at the sound making Mya chuckle.

While Ray followed Mya with the cart her started thinking about what if this would've been them with their child. Doing family shit. Shopping, trips, everything family shit.

Then he thought about what if the kid that was supposed to be his brothers is really his.

He still hasn't told him, he can't seem to find the right time. In reality he just don't want to tell him cause he don't want to hurt his brother.

While he was in thought in ran the cart into Mya's butt. Mya gave him the death glare. "I'm sorry.", he  said holding in his smile. He failed and he started laughing. Mya slapped his arm with a pack of bread then threw it in the cart. "Girl I know yo ass ain't put that smushed up bread in the cart.", he said looking at it. It got smushed from her hitting him with it.

"Hit me again imma put something more expensive in there.", Mya spat playfully.

"My pockets ain't gone hurt baby." Mya rolled her eyes and they finished shopping while talking.

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Ray sat on the couch silent as Mya did Camille's nails and they talked about girl, everything. "Girl so he was like I'll give you the money for your store and buy all the bundles you need just don't tell my wife. So, after he give me the money I tell his wife. She made him buy everything I needed for my store bitch. Like damn. That's what you get for cheating. I knew he was married though just played the part right.", Camille told Mya as she did her nails.

"Bitch you wild.", Mya laughed. She glanced at Ray and saw him looking at her. "You good?", she asked him.

"Yeah I'm straight, chillin'.", Ray said. He really was chilling. He didn't mind the smell or what they were talking about. He was is Mya's presence and that's all he wanted.

"You wanna make a run for me?"

"Where?"

"The gas station, get a Swish.", Mya said. Ray nodded before getting up. He kissed Mya's head before leaving.

"Y'all gotta be together now. Since I got back from my trip y'all always together.", Camille said. Mya chuckled.

"Nah he just always wanna be around me since I lost the baby but he trying. H-"

"Wait, you not fenna speed past that like you ain't just say you lost a baby." Mya didn't say anything she just did Camille's nails and Camille looked a her. Camille pulled her hands back making Mya look up revealing her watery eyes. "Mya no. You-" Camille stopped talking and went and gave Mya a hug. "I'm so sorry." Mya broke down. She hasn't talked about it since the night it happened.

There's times where Ray want to bring it up but he don't know how so he don't say anything but he's hurting too.

Ray walked in with the Swisher and a dozen roses he picked up for Mya, he wrapped hundreds around each rose on his way here.

He saw Mya crying and stopped in his tracks. "I just can't believe I lost my baby bro.", Mya cried. "I didn't even know. I was carrying a baby and didn't know. We woulda had a pretty little chocolate baby. If he was a boy he was gone have to be a junior, Ray wasn't going for none of that shit.", Mya chuckled as she wiped her tears. "If it was a girl I woulda named her something pretty, like a flower." Camille stood up to get some tissue and saw Ray standing there listening. "I woulda been the best momma ever period. I know Ray hard but he be sweet with me and gentle, I know he woulda been a great daddy." Ray started feeling emotional and he sniffed making Mya turn around. Ray and Mya just looked at each other, Camille left.

"You think I woulda been a good pops?", Ray asked wiping the tear that fell.

"A great one." Ray ailed half way.

"I'm here for you."

"I'm here for you too.", Mya said. Mya stood up and gave him a big bear hug. Ray never been comforted by anyone except his momma, Mya saying that and hugging him made him feel a way he never felt. His heart feel warm and he got butterflies.

Ray's in love.

"These for you.", Ray said holding up the money wrapped roses. Mya didn't even notice.

"Oh fuck it up then and I ain't even have to shake my ass.", Mya joked taking them. "Thank you."

"You welcome, I mean if you tryna shake some ass for some more it's a lot to go around.", Ray said pulling out a stack.

"Oh we on for tonight." Mya winked and pushed her butt against him before going to look for Camille.

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Mya and Ray ended up going for a drive at midnight, just to drive. They ended up at the beach. "I gotta tell you somethin'.", Ray said to Mya. Mya's stomach turned in knots.

"What?", she asked playing with her nails.

"CiCi's baby might be mine." Mya just looked at Ray not knowing what to say. She wasn't upset cause it was before her but shocked cause it's his brothers girl.

"Does he know?"

"Nah. The baby could be a couple other dudes and he know about them, when he found out he flipped out. I could tell him it could be me too. I mean ian fuck her while they was together, they got together after. I know he hurt. Bitches ain't shit sometimes.", Ray said shaking his head.

"Well technically you can't put it in her. It takes two and y'all went in raw so. She seem like a nice girl though she probably just looking for someone to love her. By the time she did she ended up in a fucked up situation.", Mya shrugged. Ray looked at Mya. He never thought of it like that. Mya stayed opening his eyes to shit and he loved that.

While she was watching the water he grabbed her her hand and kissed it. "I love you Mya." Mya looked at him lost for words. "Yoh ain't gotta say it back right now, or at all. I want you to know though." Ray pulled Mya to him and she laid on her chest repeating his words in her head.

I love you Mya.

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