Love? Love! they call it Love.

Part 14

pfft, *mentally laugh* this guy taking their debut theme seriously..he l0ok wierd but cute.. I smile.

"gumawo (thanks)" i said,. I just say thanks pero gulat na ewan ang reaksy0n nya..

But im sleepy, id0nt kn0w if its a dream. Pero the warm feeling fr0m my f0rehead makes me c0mf0rtable.. I cl0se my eyes again.. Such a nice feeling. Maybe or n0t, Lay's healing thingy is Real..

*end of flashback*

"eh di naman dahil sa pag0d kaya sya nahimatay eh,. Di lang talaga kinaya nya kinaya sila Luhan oppa at Xiumin oppa." pang tutukso ni s0ng-ih sakin,. Epal talaga to.. Nagtawanan kami, kasi alam nila na may p0int si s0nghyun.

"uy hindi naman, medyo lang." i blushed..

Alam nila, at aminado din ako na isa ak0ng fuj0shi,. Di ko alam kung san at kailan nagsimula.. Its n0t gay its just b0ys Love.. And when i saw luhan hyung and xiumin hyung, they are so beautiful t0gether, lo0k g0od. And i can't help my feEls..

Wednesday, a day before getting to jeju.. Waah excited na ko... Una dahil libre, pangalawa firstime ko sa jeju since tumirA ako mag isa sa seoul. Pangatlo at bongang bonga sa lahat... *le me shout" SUPER JUNIOR... MY CHOKYU...KYAAA!!!!

biglang tumugtog yung growl sa shop... Ahahaa ok fine sige na nga... Syempre EXO!!! Well thanks to them...

"ngumingiti mag isa. Uy wAg mo akong masyadong isipin" may biglang nagsalita sa tabi ko...

"ay kabayo..." napalingon ako.. WAh kabayo nga at may sungaY pa.. "Lay-nim" sumalubong sakin ang napakaganda nyang ngiti may kasamang dimple yan... di mo ko maakit nyan...

Di sabi eh...

Kyaaaa >///<

"bakit ba napaka formal mo sakin.." sabi nya naka pout pa sya.. "tApos kina suho hyung, hyung din ang tawag mu imbis na oppA."

"eh yun yung trip ko e.. Ahahaha" i said..

"you can call me in my name..." he said... Ahaha he's really cute everytime hes pleading me thAt...

"ayoko nga po LAY nim.." nagpout tAlaga sya.. i have my reason kaya di ko sya kayang tawagin sa pangalan nya, sakin nalang muna yun... but the fact that i can't tolerate the feeling every time i try, is maybe the answer "this way sir..." i said. Sumunod din sya sa vip section... Nung nakaupo na sya... "whats your order sir..?"

"AmericAno..." he said... I bec0me serious

"may problema ba??" tanong ko... Tumingin lang sya sakin... I get his order but when i come back.. Sinamahan ko sya...

"so... Whats the problem?" i ask. Im sitting beside him.. He let out sigh..

NatAnong nyo ba kung pano ko nalaman na may problema sya? sa kulang kulang na isang taon ko sila kilala.. Pumupunta sila dito since we offer Vip rooms.. Minsan sila xiumin At luhan hyung.. At minsan mag isa lang si lay... What he usually order is mochA or cappochino... Pero pag umoorder sya ng americano ibig sabihin hes not feeling good at something...he actually doesn't like bitter foods.

"nothing... Its just i suddenly felt down..." he said.."

"Again??? Kung ako sayo titigil tigilan ko kaka emo.. nakakapangit yan" i try to joke, ngumiti sya... pero nawala din agad. "Pati ako naiistress sayo, pag pumanget ako kasalanan mo... pag ako di napansin ni chokyu lagot ka sakin.." natawa sya pero nawala din agad... gurabe naman tong taong to... nakakaloka.

"Jeunjie-ah," he try to open up.

"Hmmm???" I listen.

"i like someone," he hissed, but i clearly heard it. And its like cold water poured me. Di ako makapagsalita.. bakit ganito? "Pero, kaibigan lang ata ang tingin nya sakin." I cant say even a word, but i tried to confort him. I pat him in his shoulder. "And i know, she already like someone... seeing her how happy she is because of that my heart aches"

I never know, na nagugustuhan sya since ako yung fansite noona nya. He has a lot of girls around him. Pero di ko alam na may iniibig sya na ganito... i try to keep my tears.

And i dont know what advice i may offer to him..

He's still not looking at me, but keep his eyes on his cup of coffee.

"For a fan like us, dumadating yung panahon na papasok ang personal na buhay ng idol namin. At usapang karelasyon yung maybe pinakamasakit. Kahit pano namin ipaglaban wala kaming boses sya lang naman talaga dapat magdisisyon para sa personal na buhay nya. Wala kaming laban." Pagak akong natawa sa mga pinagsasabi ko. Napatingin sakin si lay. I bitterly smile. "Pero kung mahal talaga namin yung idol, ang kaligayahan lang nya sapat na para samin. Kahit masakit." Biglang gumuhit yung pag aalala sa mukha ni lay. Im supposed the one who make him better. "For what im saying is,, kung may chance ka na ipaglaban bakit di mo subukan. If confessing is much better solution. Why dont you try... sino ba naman ang tatangi sa isang Zhang Yixing diba... kaya mo yan ikaw pa ba?" I keep tapping his shoulder and give him a smile.

But he just kept staring at me, at my face...