With Forgiveness...Comes Happiness

Chapter Seven

Can couldn't get her out of the office fast enough. His thoughts of that early dinner would consist of a couple of pizzas at the cabin,  and maybe a little dessert if he was lucky. She begged him to tell her where they were going but he loved to keep things a secret from her. The look on her face when presented with a surprise was more of joy for him than it was for her. He hadn't been to the cabin in quite some time, it and always been a place of happiness for him and he loved sharing that with her.  As they turned onto the road leading to the cabin Sanem turn to look at him, " We're going to the cabin, I love it. So, that's why we got the pizza." He looked at her and smiled, " Yes, is that ok, if not we can go to my house."  She shook her head, " Absolutely not, I love coming here, it brings back the best memories." She jumped out of the car as soon as he stopped and hurried up to the cabin, " Can this is perfect, I could live here forever. Just you and me and nature, can we please." She threw her arms around his neck showering him with kisses.

Can dropped the pizzas on the table outside and welcomed the unexpected attention from her. He encircled her with his massive arms, leaving her powerless and at his mercy. His face took on a serious gaze as he moved closer to her, " If I had known this is the kind of reception I would have gotten for just bringing you here for pizza, I might have tried for a full 5-course meal." His eyes smoldering with a desire like she had never seen. The intense look of fire that immersed from his face made her body limp, as she tried to regain some kind of composure. She batted her eyes nervously, as his hands traveled slowly down her body touching and caressing every curve. Her stomach had so many butterflies fluttering around inside, she felt that she may take flight with them at any moment. His lips found hers, gently at first, then the taste of her exploded inside of him bringing out the need to go further and harder. His tongue had darted into her mouth making her breath catch, but the feeling was like nothing she had ever felt before, as the touch of his tongue to hers set off an explosion of fireworks in her head.

Can hadn't been so evasive before, he had held back some knowing that she was inexperienced. He had been her first and he knew it was up to him to show her the way love was supposed to feel. He felt her body tremble as he held her tightly up against his, then she began to relax, returning the most intimate kiss that could be shared between two people. This was the first time she had become aggressive and openly offering herself to him. They parted after a minute looking at each other, her eyes glowed with that new felt craving to have him, to give herself to him sincerely and without any doubt. She would let him lead her, express his feelings to her without any hesitation, teach her how to release all this love for him she had bottled up inside her. He led her to the door of the cabin, not letting his eyes move from hers, he opened the door and offered his hand to help her in. She smiled and looked around, " This place looks the same, you haven't changed a thing from the last time I was here." Her voice sounding relieved. He didn't look away from her but replied, " Why would I change anything when it is already perfect. This little room was changed the first time I brought you here, it became the most precious spot in Istanbul to me." He reached for her and she followed, as she always did, to the sofa that he would flip out into a bed. 

The light of day was disappearing quickly and the cabin was becoming dark, as he flipped the sofa out into a bed. She felt the excitement rage on inside her, that new feeling that had been aroused by his kiss. He took the lead, removing her clothes as she studied his face, watching the look of wanting change to that look of desire. Without her even noticing, he had shed himself of his clothes as well, the vision of him standing there devouring her with his eyes made her body come alive. She knew this night would be extraordinary, it would mean more than the times before. She was about to enter the realm of experience, he was ready to prove his love to her in the most beautiful way. He tried to be patient, wanting to let her feel the passion that he felt. He pulled her tightly against his body, his breathing had already become shallow and labored, as he let his tongue trace the line of her lips. She froze, just when she thought there couldn't possibly be yet another height of excitement, he proved her wrong. Her body was tingling, like sparks of electricity passing through each cell. She felt it all, she wanted to, she had to, her mind had all but shut down as she moaned unconsciously from his touch. 

His body had become a torch as the heat that was inside of him oozed out through his skin. This night would be the first time he would feel this kind of emotion, this intense need to be with her. The other times had been just sex, but this time it was love, deep profound love of this woman. He covered her with his body, and she welcomed him with an open heart, begging for him to teach her everything. His eyes remained glued to hers as he gently and lovingly carried them away to another place in their hearts. She followed, as she always did and as she always would, letting her heart lead the path to his.

It was late and the only light in the cabin was offered by the moon that cast a silvery streak across the floor. They were still wrapped in each other's arms, breathing hard but feeling fulfilled and happy. He kissed her on top of the head, " Bebek, you have made me the happiest man alive, I am feeling like this for the first time in my life. In a couple of days, you will be my wife and then my life will be complete."  She smiled, her heart bursting from happiness, " Can you have given me my life, and I can't wait to live it with you till the end of time."  They had both committed to each other in the most sincere way, by expressing their love to each other distinctly and completely. 

This would be their beginning of that fairytale life they both had dreamed of. He wasn't about to let anything come between them. The promises from Polen of ruining his life would never happen, not in a million years, he would make sure of it...

This was his life, she was his life, and this would always be their life......