"I am going to fucking kill him!" Louis curses. "When I see that Leprechaun I'm going to wrap my hands around his neck and..."
"Louis stop." Harry huffs annoyedly while they are waiting for the car to bring them back. "We both know that you are not going to touch Niall with even a finger."
Louis just rolls his eyes and ignores the curly lad.
How could he have been so stupid? He thought there was nothing behind Niall that supported Louis to participate.
There is always something behind when Niall Horan is in the picture.
"Well, whatever his plan is, it's not going to happen. His ship sank like 1,5 year ago." Louis kicks an empty can of coke and his hands are in the pockets of his shorts.
"Good mood today, aren't you?" Harry is sitting on his bench, his one leg crossed over the other while looking at his nails. They are blue.
He had hoped Louis would have noticed. He had always encouraged Harry to do things like this.
Painted nails make Harry beautiful.
"You're not making my mood any better." Louis doesn't even look at his ex. He can't see his face. He has deeply hurt him with the words he said in the car.
"Louis can you just stop being so moody the whole damn time? It's exhausting." Harry leans his elbow on his leg and puts his hand on his forehead. Three weeks of holiday? Yeah that's not going to happen.
"Am I moody all the time? Must be another reason to regret that you ever loved me." The words escape Louis' lips before he even notices. That wasn't supposed to be said.
And Harry's face expression softens, guilt washing over him.
"Louis, I didn't mean that." Harry speaks softly. "Really, I never meant to say that. I am really sorry, that was uncalled for. Loving you is one of the best decisions that I ever made." Harry tries to look for eye contact with Louis, but he only gets to see Louis' back. The smaller boy refuses to turn around to look at Harry.
"What's your best then? Leaving me? Leaving the band? Breaking my heart? Stop loving me?" Louis bites his lip, fighting the tears that are coming.
He thought that he was over Harry Styles, but he clearly isn't. But there is no way he is going to act on his feelings.
Kill me once, shame on you, kill me twice shame on me.
Harry wants to say something, but he gets interrupted by a loud honk of the car. Louis immediately goes in the front, avoiding Harry Styles like the pest.
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Louis runs out of the car, wanting to be as far as possible from Harry. He is in complete panic. He just can't believe that he is letting Harry hurt him again. This can not happen again. So Louis does what he can do the best: hide and protect.
"Hey, Lou! How was it?" Danielle smiles when the boy arrives.
"Please just play along, Dani." He whispers while cupping Dani's cheeks. The girl doesn't have a chance to give an answer, shut up by Louis' lips on hers.
Some people make some catcalls and when Louis disconnects their lips, his eyes go straight to Harry.
Louis can't read the expression on his face. He looks emotionless.
Of course he looks emotionless. The time he cared about Louis Tomlinson is long over.
"You could have just told me that you still have feelings for her." Louis turns around and his eyes grow big.
"Dove, oh shit. I shouldn't have done that." Louis feels so guilty. He keeps pulling people into this game to keep Harry away from him that he doesn't even think about the fact that they might have feelings too and they can get possibly hurt in the process.
"It's alright, Louis really. It just sucks a little that you took me on the date and I felt like you were properly flirting with me and now you just kiss her. I get it though, she is your ex. Just don't talk to me ever again. I'm not planning to get played by you." Dove turns around and walks towards her room. She doesn't look really hurt, but she is clearly affected by the situation.
Great job, Tomlinson.
"Can I have a talk with you, Louis?" Danielle gives her friend a warning look and Louis nods, following his friend. He turns around one last time to check Harry's reaction on all this, but of course he is sitting with Kei. Louis shouldn't even been surprised.
"What's all this, Tomlinson!" Danielle hisses. "I think we made a deal that I'm not a part of your closeting process anymore."
"I'm not asking you to be my beard again, Dani. Can I not just kiss you from time to time just to make sure that..." Louis doesn't even get the chance to finish his sentence, interrupted by a loud 'no' from the girl.
"We've gone over this before, Louis. I'm not supporting homophobia or closeting. I got tricked into this once and I know it's not your mistake because you didn't choose for it, but now you do! Louis, you don't like girls! Stop lying to yourself. Simon is not here, he can't hurt you, he can't sue you for stuff that happens on a fucking tv show. Be yourself, babes!"
Some small tears slide over Louis' cheek, and he quickly wipes them away. He doesn't want to cry when some random cameraman might arrive.
"I'm sorry I wanted to pull you in again. But I really can't go back to Harry. He has hurt me so much." Louis' voice is barely audible now. Nobody apart from Danielle can hear this.
"Well, I didn't know Harry is the only one with a dick." The girl chuckles.
"I'm not completely over him. I can't just use someone, can I?"
"Louis, this is ex on the beach. You think that there are really people serious? This is just a big party and orgy. I suggest you think with your dick for once and have fun. You really deserve some fun after what you have been through."
Louis lets the words sink in and nods. He is not going to let Harry influence his stay here. He is here to have fun, not to relive his heartbreak.
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Ex on the beach {Larry Stylinson}
Fanfiction"I just can't believe you are here, Louis! You knew this was ex on the beach!" Harry snaps, hands in his hair. "The directors didn't know that, you idiot. You think I would be here if I knew you were as well? I don't want you near me, Harry. I'm her...
