Boyf Riends Oneshots

"Sincerely me!"

~Michael x Jeremy?~

Evan Hansen: Jeremy
Connor Murphy: Michael
Jared: Rich

Notes:

I do know the story of DEH, that's why Connor is Michael :]

Michael will be in bold
Jeremy will be normal
Rich in italics 
Michael and Jeremy will be underlined
All with be unlined bold

TW's:
Swearing,
Drug mention,
Suicide mention

Jeremy P.O.V:

I sat in my room, Rich by my side. Michael had just.. well.. he had died. He overdosed at the park..
Using pills he got from rehab..
(Just mixed the book and the movie/musical!)
It hurt more than it should
God help me and everyone who was hurt
Anyways,
Rich and I had a plan.
After the party, His parents, Veronica and.. I forgot.. Thought we weren't friends anymore, and that was the cause of his suicide.
We're gonna write emails about Michael and I, to just prove we were friends.
Just friends
Just friends
Nothing more
Not, Boyf Riends, or in a relationship..
But I do like hi-
SHUT UP JEREMY, PAY ATTENTION GOD DAMN IT...

I quickly stood up, putting on Michael's hoodie; it still smells like him--.. Well, smells like weed, blood and smoke, but nevertheless.
My face is a light shade of red, my eyes slightly tearing up remembering the Filipino boy I love-
I liked
AS A FRIEND!
Of course..

"Dear Jeremiah Heere
We've been way too out of touch
Things have been crazy
And it sucks that we don't talk that much
But I should tell you that I think of you each night
I rub my nipples and start moaning in delight"

I look over at Rich, a grossed out look on my face..
But it was funny, don't get me wrong

"Why would you write that?"

"I'm just trying to tell the truth"

"This needs to be perfect.​ These emails have to prove that we were actually friends. Just—I'll do it.​"

"I've gotta tell you, life without you has been hard"

"Hard?"

"Has been bad"

"Bad?"

"Has been rough"

"Kinky!"

I sigh, there's no point in trying at this point, Rich always has to do this to annoy me. God sake..

"And I miss talking about life and other stuff"

"Very specific.​"

"Shut up!"

"I like my parents"

"Who says that?"

"I love my parents"

A big lie, Michael had amazing mothers. But he had a quite shit relationship with them, they mainly fought if they ever had the chance; the main cause of it was Michael skipping school because he was high.
I miss him so much

"But each day's another fight
If I stop smoking drugs
Then everything might be alright"

"Smoking drugs?"

"Just fix it!"

"If I stop smoking crack"

"Crack?!"