absent mindedness,
if i were to write my thoughts onto paper
it would be left blank
my brain has became vapor
i wish i could experience
something like nirvana
escape the sorrows of tomorrow
dust myself off
scrape the negativity and brain fog
im choking
the smog is getting harder to breathe in
the absent mindedness makes me feel helpless
i am left breathless
as i am consumed by the self pity and hatred
i cannot speak on how i am feeling
so instead my pain is translated into foolish poems
