greyhound

i wonder..

pov. Stanley Barber

just for a second our parents care about ous, that they loved us and thats why they raised us in that way... Im just kiddin, it cant be possible. 

so, here we are, another day in our life. And in quarentine, or how we call it " quarenteen" because we are teenagers under quarentine. Anyway... 

I woke up at 4 a.m, yeah I know it's pretty early but Lexi and I go to run in me forest before the sun comes out and the we go to sleep again.

- hey Lex! - I told her raising my hand-

- whats up Stan?- she told me, giving me a cup of coffee-

-nothing, Im so fucking bored can we change the same routine of every day?

- what do you wanna do? 

- I dont know, maybe we can get up the other guys and then we think something

- ok i guess

pov. ???

i just woke up because the noise that Lexie and Stan where doing, dont think bad, they were just talking. 

God! I dont know how to tell her... maybe in a letter? I dont know I love her but, its complicated. The thing is that, Im not the kind of guy that fall for a girl, I mean... I used to be with them just once, but with Lexie is so diferent, Im falling for her but I dont want my reputation to change... Think a letter is the better way..

- I need paper, and a... pen! - said to myself-

-hey evil spaw! - evil spaw is the way that Lexie call me because my reputation, so I knew that was her-

-hey Lex! why are you wake up at this time?- i told her getting closer slowly-

- I dont know, i was running with Stan like every morning- she told me, Im really really close to her think we might kiss-

- well, the next time maybe I can go with you- when I was closer our hand began to touch, then I take her hand

- yeah maybe-we fell apart, you could tell she was nervous- ammm I was wondering if you wanna go down and eat breakfast with us

- who us?- I was kinda jelous-

- you know...-Stan- Stan and Fraser 

- ok, Im going just let me take a bath

- ok- she left-

God this feeling is killing me, I know that is imposible but, if Lexie and Stan are dating? - God no!- I said out loud, I put my hands in my head. It cant be possible. Okey breath, you need to calm down, focuse in something else... let me see, the letter.

|Ok where can I start, Hey Lex! It's me the evil spaw...

I wonder wouldn't it be nice, to live inside a world that isn't black or white, right before I close my eyes the only thing that on my mind, beed dreaming that you feel it to...

I WONDER WHAT IS LIKE TO BE LOVED BY YOU!

And I wonder of some day you'll be by side and tell me that the worl will end up alright.

Would you love me more if I kill someone for you?|