"Fuck.." i quietly whimper out as my alarm wakes me. I pick up my phone then turn off the alarm. I then slowly climb out of bed, yawn, and stubble over to my closet. I take off the clothes i had on from last night, grab my uniform, then slip it on.
I grab my homework from my desk, then shove it in my binder, then put the binder back in my backpack. I walk out of my room and into the kitchen "Rhianna. Can you take your little sister to school?" My mom asks. "Yeah sure." I reply. "Thanks hun." I smile, then walk towards where the bowls are and grab two. I fill them both up with cereal. "Lucy! Come on!" I yell. She runs into the kitchen, i hand her the bowl of cereal and a spoon. She smiles, then sits down at the counter. So do i. "So, how school been?" I ask. "Boring." She replies "meet any cute boys? Or girls?" I say in a jokingly tone. "A cute girl. Her name is Sydney." I smile at her response "how old is she?" I ask. "13. Shes in the class above me." She answers.
"Does mom know?" I ask. "no. mom probably wouldn't take it well. I told her about.. a few months ago that i like girls and boys.. she rolled her eyes." She replies. "Oh, well shes a bitch." I whisper to her. She laughs.
We eventually finish the cereal, and put the bowls in the sink. I walk right next to the door, and grab my shoes. "You'll probably get dress coded with that hat." I say to my sister while slipping on my shoes. "You're probably right." She replies, then tosses the hat on the counter. "Come on get your shoes on." I yell at her. She flips me off, i gasp. "You little bitch." I say to her as she puts her boots on. I get off the floor then open the door, she walks out "bye mom!" I yell while walking out the door. I close the door behind me, then walk with Lucy towards the sidewalk.
I hold her hand as we walk down the sidewalk. "Why are you holding my hand? Its embarrassing.." my sister says "do you want to get kidnapped?" I jokingly ask. She rolls her eyes. "Mom says you have a tutor. Why?" She asks "because im failing at history. Its fine my teacher is hot." I reply, she laughs. "Why are you falling?" I look at her "why do you think?" I ask "because you... are.. stupid?" I laugh at her response "yes exactly." She smiles.
We soon get up to saras house and stop. "Why did you stop?" Lucy asks. "Saras coming with us." I reply. Sara walks out of her house and runs down towards the sidewalk. "Took you long enough." Sara mumbles out. I roll my eyes. "We're on time." I reply.
We eventually get to the middle school, luckily its on the way to the high school. "Bye." Lucy says walking up to the front doors to the school. "Bye." I reply.
Me and sara get to the high school about 4 minutes after we dropped off lucy. We walk in and go straight to history, luckily we had most of our classes together.
We sit down, slightly late so Mr Anderson was already there. "Good morning class." Mr Anderson quietly says. Most of the class replies with 'good morning'. The rest of the class is pretty boring. Mr Anderson just talking about some sorta history topic. I don't know what because i wasn't listening. It hits the end of class as kai walks over by each person grabbing they're homework. I go to hand him mine, he leans down to whisper at me. "Give it to me after school sweetheart." I blush uncontrollably, which i think he noticed because he quietly laughed. Sara looks at me from across the class with her hand over her mouth. Probably laughing.
Every one walks out of class towards they're other classes. "Dude. What did he say." Sara asks as we walk out of the class. "I went to give him my homework, and he said 'give it to me later sweetheart'.... i then blushed and he definitely noticed because he like.. laughed." I reply. She laughs. "Maybe me and your mom are wrong." She says. I awkwardly laugh "just stop." I whisper at her.
After school i walk back towards the history class, and through the door. "Come. Sit." He says, i walk towards his desk then sit down on a chair he had placed in front of it. "Homework?" He asks. I pull the homework out of my backpack and hand it to him. He quickly reads though it. "You cheated. I can tell sweetheart." He says smiling. My heart starts racing "i think you're a smart girl. You just need to actually try." "Im- im sorry." I reply. "Whos giving you the answers?" He asks. I hesitate, not wanting to rat out sara. "Its sara. Right? She had the exact same answers." He says. I nod. "Its okay. Just.. don't cheat again." "Okay.... i just don't know what to do.. we've already half way through the school year. I missed alot already." I reply. "I know. Thats what im gonna help you with. We're kinda gonna recap, but i also need you to listen more. And if you cheat i will know." I slightly feel more relieved, but my stomach is in fucking knots. "You're doing decent with the other classes. Why not this one?" He asks. "Im not sure." I reply, quietly. He looks me up and down. Almost like he thinks im lying. "Alright. Lets get started. If you want this to go quicker, i'd recommend actually listening." He says. "I will." I reply. He smiles. "Good girl." His response just tightened the knot in my stomach. ~ah fuck....~
He recaps some of the things he already went through, except i actually listened. "Okay sweetheart. Here." He says while handing me homework with questions from the stuff he went over. I take it and place it in my backpack. I start to get out of the chair. "Wait." He says. I sit back down, my heart pounding out of my chest again. "What?" I say. "Be honest, whats the real reason you're falling specifically at this class?" He asks. Honestly, i was being honest. Its almost like he releases something i don't. "I was being honest. I really don't know." I reply. He smiles "i think you want my attention. I know how you look at me, sweetheart." My face turns red. "L- look at you how sir?" I nervously ask. "Sexually." My heart drops at his response. "I-... i don't.. thats not true." I awkwardly say. He laughs. "Its okay. Don't be embarrassed." He replies, smiling. "Give me your phone." I hand him my phone, awkwardly. He types something in, then hands my phone back. It was his phone number. "You may leave now." He says. I smile at him then get out of the chair and walk out the door. My heart finally calming down.
I save his number in my phone then turn it off. I walk down the hall, then out the front door ~oh god tomorrows gonna be awkward...~ i think to myself while walking towards the main sidewalk
Getting up to saras house
I walk up to her door and knock on it, her mom answers. "Oh. Hi Rhiannon." She says "hi, is Sara home?" I ask, she nods, then calls for Sara. Sara walks towards the door. "What are you doing here?" Sara asks. "Come outside. I wanna tell you something.." i respond. She walks outside by me "Mr Anderson asked why i was falling history the most... and i said 'i don't know' but its.. its almost like he knew i was lying. While i kinda wasn't but.. thats besides the point. And he goes ' i think you want my attention. I know how you look at me sweetheart.' And i said 'look at you how sir' and-" she cuts me off "wait- look at what? You're talking to fast." She says "im sorry. My stomach is still in knots. Look at you how sir. And then he was like 'sexually' he literally like.. called me out." She laughs. "Okay me and your mom are definitely wrong." She says "im still freaking out inside. Fuck.." she laughs again "okay i gotta go.. its that all?" She asks "yeah." I respond shaking my hands. "Alright.. tell me if anything else happens." She says walking back inside her house.
At home i walk into the front door, closing the door behind me. "How did it go?" My mom asks "i think you where wrong about the 'nothings gonna happen'." I say while tossing my backpack on the bench. She laughs. "Why is that?" She asks "so he asked why i was falling history the most. And i said i don't know and he goes ' i think you want my attention. I know how you look at me sweetheart.' And i said 'look at you how sir' then he said 'sexually'." I say while sitting down at the counter on the seat next to her. "Still doesn't mean anything. He was just pointing out how you look at him. The only thing weird is 'sweetheart'." She says "maybe you're right. But still." I reply. She laughs "and he gave me his number." I say "well that's for school reasons hun." She says. "Yeah i know." She pats my back, then gets up "whats for dinner?" I ask "im ordering pizza." She replies. I smile.
The rest of the night was boring, basically just eating, doing homework, and a few chores. I lay down after getting ready for bed, put a movie on, then close my eyes. I overthink for a bit then fall asleep.
