Powerless

Shattered

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Warning: this story is rated M. Which means that there will be lots and lots of yaoi, violence and cursing. You have been warned!
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-Lavi.....

The shock hit Allen like a freight train. His boyfriend of six years, was in bed with a woman, who was currently trying very hard to cover her naked body with the sheets. Allen stood at the door, staring at the scene in disbelief. Nobody in the room moved a muscle or said anything. The tension in the room was so thick, you could cut it with a knife.

This is not real, it can't be. Lavi loves me. There must be an explanation. And yet the truth was right in front of him. Lavi. Naked. In our bed. With a woman. A woman! And his face....there is no trace of regret or feeling sorry. Just an empty mask. That asshole!

Allen shook himself from the shocked state he was in and stared at his now ex-lover.
- Lavi what the fuck is this?- quietly Allen asked. Tears started pooling in his eyes, but before they fell Allen quickly rubbed them away. When Lavi didn't say anything, Allen got angrier. Turning to the girl in the room, he noticed that during the time he was focused on his ex -boyfriend, she had quickly dressed and stood awkwardly by the window.

- You-pointing at the girl- What are you still doing here? Get out now.- with a calm, deadly voice Allen addressed the girl.
Quickly the girl walked towards Allen, but before she exited the room, she paused and looked at him with regretful eyes.

- I am sorry. I didn't know that he was with someone, but I thought you should know that I wasn't the only one.- and with that she quickly walked out of the apartment.

Hearing those words made something in Allen break. Tears started falling, but this time he didn't brush them off.

How could he did this to me? This wasn't the first time he has done this?! How many more were there? What did I ever do to deserve this? I love him. I gave him everything! Why why why??!! Allen was screaming in his mind.

With the last of strength Allen had, he turned to Lavi and looked at the man he shared so much for six years, and said quietly.
- Get dressed and get out.- not being able to look at those green, emotionless eyes anymore, Allen looked down at his feet. Feelings of betrayal, hurt, sorrow and hatred were storming through his whole body. Trying to reign some sort of control on his emotions, Allen dug his nails in the palms of his hands.

- Allen can't we talk about this? It was a mistake I promise it won't happen again.- Lavi said in his emotionless voice.
Allen's head snapped back, his eyes blazing, staring at the man he once loved.

- Not going to happen again?! Do you hear yourself?! How dare you?! I am not stupid! Get out! Take your clothes and leave. Now! - screeched the silver haired boy. Lavi looked taken a back by the outburst of his boyfriend. He has never seen Allen so upset before.

- Look Allen. She didn't mean anything to me. It was just a mistake. Let's just forget about it and try to move on. Come on babe.- the redhead tried again, but his voice still held no trace of regret in it.

- Lavi. I. Don't. Care. If you aren't out of my fucking house in five minutes, I am calling Cross.- with those last parting words, Allen quickly strode to the bathroom and locked the door. Sliding down the bathroom door, the silver haired boy hugged his knees and let the tears flow freely. He didn't sob, no he didn't want to give satisfaction to the man that tore his heart out, and hear him break down.