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   Today Hoseok left home a bit earlier since he had to work whole night on some cases as namjoon's left over work. He left home after namjoon as yoongi who had 2hrs more to work and seokjin who had almost an hour more to stay in law office.

   Hoseok already reached home and unlocked the door with key. As he walked further along with his black briefcase he saw his harlot was sitting on floor along with her holy clothe on her head. She was looking graceful with softly closed eyes , a small smile was plastered on her calming face as Hoseok just watched her. No matter how much he torture her he never bothered her when it comes to her religion, he would always Waited until she finish her Azan. He tilted his head and sit on the couch watching her silently with dark glares. Once she rub both of her hands from her head and opened her eyes all she face was Hoseok. Her small smile quickly disappeared in an unknown place and never came back till Hoseok is present. She looked down as her heart Skipped a beat after viewing him unexpectedly.

   "good evening master"

   She softly greeted him while taking off her holy clothe from her body.

   "Hmm , bring me water"

   He strictly ordered her , Raahat nodded slightly and stand up rushingly walking in kitchen. Few seconds later she showed up with a glass of water , Hoseok took it out of her hands and begin to drink it. Raahat was disappointed that she won't be able to be happy at least temporarily anymore. She was lost in her own concern as Hoseok was still waiting for her to take the glass from him.

   "Looks like you ain't happy that I'm back so soon"

   Raahat got back to her sense out of her thoughts and shook her head disparately. The latter rolled his eyes and slightly smirked , he knew how much she hated him and how unhappy she was at his arrival.

   "If it's not like that then GO INSIDE AND PREPARE DINNER QUICK"

   Out of nowhere he yelled out causing her flench at her place , her heart raced at his rough voice , she stayed there no more and run away in kitchen to follow the giving order.

   Once dinner was beautifully served on table Hoseok begin to eat. Raahat was standing beside him totally mute except her breathing sound. The latter disappointedly closed his eyes and yeeted the spoon.

  "How many times I told you , not to make soup without beans?"

   Hoseok shouted loud enough to echo his voice in his home. Her skinny legs start trembling at his dark aura, she wanted to speak up for her sake but her voice was like stucked in her throat as it refused to come out.

   "ARE YOU DEAF?"

  Hoseok stood up and turn around to face the mute mistaken who was fearfully walking back.

  "Beans are finished"

   She only could whispered but since it was not loud enough it annoyed Hoseok even more as he felt her remained unspoken. He walked closer and grabbed her by hairs and pulled them to hurt her. She hissed in pain as shivers run all over her body.

   "How many time I gotta tell you?"

  He stared at her being unable to fight back and gripped her cheeks leaving her hairs , digging his nails into her soft skin.

  "Veanz bere finishez" (beans were finished)

   She was unable to even speak properly since her jaw and inner cheeks had not enough  gaps to move for a word due to harsh grip. Hoseok understood her broken language as he yeeted her cheeks causing her to left free only with tears and pain.

   "Ruined my dinner!"

   He mumbled , glaring at her fumedly , wishing to harm her even more but he had work tonight to save his energy that's why LET GO only this time. He'd breath heavily and sit back to chair and begin to finish the meal he never disliked, he still enjoyed food since beans didn't matter much for taste and mainly it was cooked by his harlot. Raahat had to stand there with her purple cheeks , she silently cried not letting a single sob out to let Hoseok eat peacefully. Only she knows how painful and worthless her life was. It felt like she has every part of body but they are totally paralyzed to fight for her justice.

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  Now the sky was black , lightning only when the moon is around. Jung hoseok was in his office room with tone of file work given by his boss mr Kim. He would scroll files for more than once just not to put correctless information and cause his boss to get in trouble. After repeating same process 2hrs for each file he felt dizzy and heavy in his head. Once his eyes start shutting a lil bit he understood he won't stay awake any longer,  yeeting the pen aside hoseok took off his golden spectacles which he'd wear only for work time. He glance at wall clock which read 3:04 am , a deep sigh left his lips as he begin to massage side of his head with shut eyes. In need of strong dark coffee he decided to call his harlot.

  " Raahat? "

  Hoseok called her in less loud voice. After being patient for 10-20  seconds he got nothing but silence in response.  He fumed at this since his head was aching like it'll blast right the moment.  Hoseok deep breathed after clenching his teeth and push back his chair causing it to bang on the wall harshly.

  Stamping his feet loud Hoseok made his feets move towards his bedroom where they both sleeps. Once he reached next to door he grab the door knob harshly and push the door forcefully. He entered inside with fire of evil in his eyes But it stayed not even for a minute as soon as he find her sleeping peacefully.

  Due to work and Crying she was cheerless even to open her eyes or get out from dreamland. She was unable to hear hoseok's voice or any other sound as if she was unconscious.

  All his stress , tiredness , and anger vanished once his eyes fall on her. Her bare skin was glowing through the only moonlight which was falling on her from open windows. That stressed but comforting face of hers made him stare at her , whenever his glares would shift by from each part of her face his heartbeat would run like it has no control. After a few minutes of staring at her fondly he walked closer towards her and caresses her cheek with his index finger , her soft skin made him feel like he is touching cotton. A small smile and some tears begin to enter his face when he noticed her swollen eyes and purple petal shaped lips.

  "Sometimes I feel, Apologize to you for all those countless scares I gave you ......... , embrace you when you cry Because I hurt you ...... , Tell you that you are the most important person to me."

   Hoseok himself kneel next to her without taking his eyes off from her like he'd kneel next to his God. He bring his lips together and place a soft kiss on her forehead. Caressing her hairs he wipe his new fallen tear and smile for shortly.

  " But these feelings will be always inside of me , until you die , until I die, it'll be a secret between me and this wind , this moonlight , this scent of yours and this silence."

   After confessing his feelings he felt light , like a burden has taken away from his heart. A sigh of relief mixed with air and his smile left again. He pull the blanket properly to make her feel warm. Hoseok got up from his knees and glare at her one more time before leaving back for work.

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