emily prentiss and jennifer jareau love story! jennifer regrets marrying will and realizes shes been in love with emily the whole time. the story is in jj's perpective. this is my first story so hopefully you guys like it! *(includes smut)
The team flew back on the jet so early in the morning, the bright side was that the sunset through the plane was so pretty. Just like Emily. Fuck! I can't stop thinking about her. The entire plane ride back we kept looking into each others eyes. Every time I think about her or look into her eyes I smile. Her smile is so beautiful, I could stare at it forever. It brings me such warmth and happiness. I wished that this case wouldn't end so I could have more time with her. I know there will be more cases but still, I miss her touch more and more with every second that goes by.
"Glad to see you're in a better mood, JJ." Hotch says, walking by me and Emily's seat.
I smiled at him, but on the inside I was scared he saw me looking at Emily.
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I finally arrive back home, Henry runs from his room to me, jumping at me for a hug.
"I missed you so much baby boy!! Come here" I say, kissing his face and then tickling him. I hear familiar footsteps down the stairs, and out pops Will.
"Hi baby."He says, coming up to kiss me.
I say hey back, and kiss him. Yep I think I pretty much felt nothing. This is definitely not how kissing should feel.
"I missed you. How did your case go?"Will says, pulling me in at my hips and wrapping his arms around me.
"It went really good, not too many fatalities."I say, reluctantly hugging him back.
"I made dinner. Spaghetti, roasted chicken, and broccoli. Henry has a drawing he made yesterday he wants to show you. Go take a look while I set the table."He says with a smile.
He is such a kind, sweet husband and father, maybe I was wrong about my suspicions. He can be closed off sometimes, but maybe I was just overthinking. Now I'm feeling even more guilty about doing things with Emily. I go to look at Henry's adorable drawing he made of the whole family. How could I ever leave Will and do this to Henry? I take Henry to the dining room and we all have a wonderful dinner. We joked around, talked, laughed with Henry, and overall just had a good time. Will and I read bedtimes stories to Henry and then tucked him into his bed and said goodnight. Then Will and I cleaned up dinner and went to bed. We were laying in bed talking, and he starts to give me the look, and he puts his hand on my thigh. For some reason it just makes me feel gross and it makes me miss Emily. I don't really want to have sex with Will right now. He pulls me closer to him.
"Baby, I'm on my period I don't really feel like it right now."I say, unable to look at him.
"Oh okay. It's just you've been gone. It's fine."He rolls over and turns the bedside lamp off.
Of course he's giving me attitude about it.
"Wait I thought you just had your period Jen."He says.
Shit of course he knows my routine, we are married.
"Yeah well I've been kind of stressed so it has been kind of irregular it's nothing to worry about, it happens sometimes."I say.
"Has that ever happened to you before? I don't remember it happening."He says, confused. "Why are you stressed?"
"I've just been having some tough cases recently, really it's nothing to worry about. Get some rest."I say, rolling over and turning off my bedside lamp.
"Is there something wrong Jennifer."He says in a serious tone.
"No Will, I swear, I'm just tired and in a mood, I'm fine."
Why does he have to give me such a hard time. I hate him for his subtle pressuring sometimes. I can't stop thinking about Emily's lips. I slowly start to drift off to sleep, my mind thinking only about her. Will has been barely on my mind for the past week. I don't know what to do next.
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