Unloved

Scared

When I went back to school it was hell. Everybody was looking at me with disgusting faces, laughing and throwing things at me. I started to cry so I ran to the bathroom. I asked myself, why me? Why did this happen.. To me? I got a paper towel and wiped off my tears then got out of the bathroom.
I saw my friends passing by, they saw me but just kept on walking. I ran up to them and said hi "leave us alone we don't want to talk to a slut". I was alone the whole day at school and my "best friends" didn't want to be my friends anymore.
After school I went home walking trying to hold back my tears for when I got home. A million things crossed my mind and i felt myself like I was going to go crazy. I felt weak, I had nobody. When I came home I just ran upstairs and locked myself up in my room and I was glad my mom wasn't home from work because then she would ask how was school? I was crying. How could somebody go downhill so fast.
I turned on my laptop and there was fake comments about me and names. I just turned it off and laid in my bed thinking can I just go to sleep and never wake up?
I woke up by a door opening. "Honey are you home"? Great my mom is here. I went downstairs to go say hello to my mom, "how was school"? It was great I replied. "That's good". "Are you hungry". "No, I'm fine but thanks mom. "I am actually going to
go to sleep. K? And I ran up to my room again and closed the door. I was tired so I just fell asleep again.