𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐑 ⁱᵐᵃᵍⁱⁿᵉˢ

u wanna throw that all away? (17)

⚠️this chapter contains self harm or suicide and rude comments⚠️

(In here your were getting a lot of hate sense u were dating vinnie but vinnie was working on his merch so he was gone for the day)

Go kill you self

Omg look at her self she is so ugly

Cmon vinnie u could have done better

Her omg vinnie u should be embarrassed

I hope she chokes or dies sum how

Bitch-

Hoe-

Ugly

Yn- AHHHHHHHHH ENOUGH! *u scream at the comments that keep repeating in your head*

*u began crying*

Yn- why wont it stop... STOP!

*u cried for the voices in your head to stop*

Yn- no no...no no no

*u get up and go to the bathroom to wash your face with cold water and while u looked st your self in the mirror you realized why they said to kill your self... because of the way you looked but then u saw this one razor in the corner of the counter so u pick it up and looked at it untill*

Yn- maybe it's for the best...

*u grab it and cut your self only 1 time untill*

Vinnie- baby?

*he saw u cutting your self*

Vinnie- WHAT R U DOING

*he grabed a cloth and put it on your wrist*

Vinnie- what were u thinking!?!?!

Yn- I was thinking on how peaceful it would be up there in heaven

Vinnie- what?

Yn- I wanna go vinnie I cant take the hate

Vinnie- u seriously wanna leave me... leave us this relationship?

Yn- I love u and all but I'm tired of the hate telling me I sh-

Vinnie- DONT! U r beautiful yn we r meant to be dont listen to them stupid as people there jealous... your the most beautiful girl I've ever seen in my lif-

Yn- that's what they all say vinnie

*u shake your head untill he put his hand on your chin*

Vinnie- listen to me! I mean what I'm saying your a very pretty girl... u will always be mine...

Yn- but I shouldnt I'm not enough for u

Vinnie- WHAT?? Do u hear what your saying right now your more then enough for me yn... What about the time that u said u wanted to get married and have a beautiful family what happened to that... huh?and now your wanting to take your life away?!? Your really wanna throw that all away...

*at that point your were bolling your eyes out and u cried into his chest and he hugged u not carring if u got blood on his shirt and he softly cried*

Vinnie- do- don't ever do that again!

Yn- ok...*sniffs*

Vinnie- dont leave me ok I wanna be with u forget the hate your badass u dont give a shit about the shit the other jealous people say about u

*he looked into your eyez*

Vinnie-they dont love u that fine... they dont have to love u because u have a person who truly loves u... and that me

Yn- I love u to baby and I will always love u

*u smisl with your puffy red eyes*

Vinnie- cmon babe let's go clean u up and rest

*u guys got all cleaned up and then layed on the bed cuddling*

Vinnie- dont ever leave me baby ok...

*he kissed u*

Yn- ok...

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Ummm so if people wanna take away there life please dont just know that I love u even if we dont personally know each other I still love u no matter what God loves u and dont take your life away please... MAKE SURE U SPREAD THE GOSPEL READ THE BIBLE! And yea bye guys I love u all have a great night day or morning:) <3