Forever We Will Be

You What Me!!

Chapter 3 *•*❓💟

I woke up from a loud thud.

BOOM! BOOM! BOOM!

I knew it was probably my older brother Jackson banging on his drums. I ran down the stairs to the basement. I hate it that my Mom had to leave state for 5 weeks for business and my dad was shipped to Pakistan.. My mom left unexpectedly, but she left a note though to tell us.

When I reached the bottom of the stairs I yelled really loud over the drum sound, "WHAT THE HELL JACKSON IT'S FUCKING 2 IN THE MORNING!" He looked at me and chuckled. "What's so funny," I said trying not to yell. "It's just you look so funny when your mad and I can't help, but laugh." I started balling up my fist, muffling things under my breath, and my eye started to twitch. Jackson knew what that meant so he emerged me and gave me a tight hug and said 'sorry'. He let me go and I turned around stomping up to my room. I went back to sleep again.

Ever since I was young. I've been dealing with Anger issue"s and mental problems. My issue"s has been getting better for the past few years.

***

When it was actually the time to get up. I headed to the kitchen. As I was walking to the kitchen, I heard moaning coming from my brothers room. His door was cracked •STUPID• I thought in my head. I poked my head in his room and what I saw was so gross. Jackson and his girlfriend Shanelle were having s*x. I tried to close the door, but he saw me and they stopped. I ran down to the kitchen as fast as I could. "Sade I know you seen us," he yelled, but I was already downstairs I hid behind the bar we had in our living room. "Damn it Sade. I know your behind the bar." I came out from behind bar, revealing myself. "Why the fuck will you sneak in my room." "First I wasn't sneaking," I corrected. "And it's not my fault you had your door open while you were having s*x," I continued. Shanelle started to blush. "I think I should leave," she suggested. "Yeah I think so to," Jackson said giving her a kiss. I acted like I was throwing up. When she left the front door and shut it. Jackson was staring at me like I killed his puppy. "Why the fuck are you looking at me like that," I said grabbing a green apple. I took a huge bite. "Cause you fucking invaded my private personal space." I rolled my eyes and went up stairs. "I'm not done with you Sade." I flipped him off.

***

After, the commotion went down I called my 3 besties to come over.

I heard the doorbell go off, so I ran down the stairs to the front door. I put my eye on the see through glass. I saw Jessie and Kelvin. Of course. I opened the door and welcomed them in. "Hey Sade," they both said at the same time and it made all of us laugh. "Hey, take a seat on the couch. If you want my brother he will probably be down in the basement and Eman will be here in a few I hope." They nodded and sat on the couch. I went back up stairs to get dress then went back down stairs. When I got to the bottom of the stairs, I saw Jessie and Kelvin making out. I wanted to puke. I went over there to them and sat on both of their laps.

They both stopped, Jess started blushing and Kelvin cleared his throat. "Did I ruin something," I said teasing them. "Actually yeah you did," Kelvin snapped. "Well sorry, It was gross and didn't want to stand there watching you two make out." "Whatever Sade," he said getting up to go to the kitchen. When he went out of sight Jessie quickly turned to me. "What the hell Sade."
"What do mean 'what the hell Sade'. I wasn't just going to stand there and watch you to make out. And why is it even a big deal!"
"Sade if you are really desperate for a boyfriend, just go and get one."
"Hold the fuck up." I started balling up my fist. I guess Jess seen cause she started backing up and she knows what kind of damage I can do. "Who said I was even desperate for a boyfriend. I just didn't want to watch you two make out when I was tryna hang out with you guys," I continued.
She sighed and started rubbing her head. "Babe lets go," she shouted. Kelvin came running out the kitchen with a big bag of chips. I snatched them out of his arms. "Be disrespectful in my house, you get nothing from my house." He shook his head laughing and slammed my door.

Wow......... They really got mad because of a little thing. A few minutes later, I suddenly, heard a knock on the door. "IF IT'S KELVIN OR JESSIE. GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM MY FRONT DOOR." "Um it's me Emanuel." Oh shoot, I ran to the door and opened it to see Emanuel and some girl. "Hey who's the girl."
"This is my girlfriend Janet." When I heard the word 'girlfriend' it didn't really bother me, but I was kind of jealous. I don't know why, but it didn't feel good. I shook her hand and welcomed them in. "Please don't make out on my couch. I already had that happen and It didn't end well." Janet chuckled and Eman smiled. I reached for my phone and unlocked it. On Facebook, Instagram, and other apps I have, Jessie and Kelvin unfriended me or un-followed me that fast. I sighed and turned off my phone. "What's wrong Sade," Eman asked. "Jess and Kel are so stupid not only they unfriended me, but there making up lies like I'm desperate for a boyfriend, and that she hates me, and stuff. And I'm finna snap."
"It'll probably be over in a couple of days, I'm sure of it."
"I hope so." Silence felled the room. After, a few minutes Emanuel broke the silence.
"Well Janet and I have to leave for our date in the park so I'll see you later," he said walking towards the front door with Janet.
"Ok I'll see you guys later," I replied waving. Finally they walked out, shutting the door behind them.

***

I wasn't in the mood to do anything outside of home. I just laid in my bed throwing the mini basketball into the hoop, making every shot.

I suggested to stop being lazy and miserable. I got up and put on some basketball shorts and a sports bra. On the way out the house I grabbed my basketball. Then walked out the house, shutting the door behind me. I guess Jackson heard cause he came running out the house with no shirt on only sweats. "Where are you going,"he asked. "To the park to play basketball," I said over my shoulder. Then, I started running to get their faster. I heard Jackson yell 'be safe.' I already knew that.

***

I arrived at the park. I started heading towards the basketball courts. When I heard Kelvin voice and an unfamiliar girl voice. I stopped in my tracks and followed their voices. I hide behind a tree listening to their conversation.......

"Babe when will you stop using her. The plan ain't even working and I miss you so much."
"Bae look at me..I love you to, but this is the only way I can stop Sade and Jessie from being best friends, so you and Sade can become friends again."

Wait what does he mean become friends with me again. I don't even know her and I never knew they were a couple.

Then it hit.... It was Michelle the red head chick that used to be my best friend in 7th grade. I stopped being her friend because she kissed my ex-boyfriend and I was really pissed off.

I saw him kiss her on the lips and then both of them get up. I ran to the basketball court and started making shots.

"Hey Sade how ya doin," Kelvin said approaching me tryna be nice. I just ignored him and kept making shoots.

SWISH! SWISH! SWISH!

I made three perfect shots before Kelvin took my ball. "Give me back my ball before I fuck your ass up dude."
I started getting mad and my hand started twitching. I tried to calm myself down.
"Nope. I want you to meet Michelle."
"I already know her and I fucking hate her. Now give my damn ball!" I yelled.
Michelle turned around and started walking away with her head down.
"Say your fucking sorry Sade."
"DON'T FUCKING COME HERE AND TELL ME WHAT TO DO. YOU JUST DISRESPECTED ME AT MY HOUSE AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN SAY SORRY TO ME SO FUCK OFF!" I then started crying from frustration and Kelvin gave me my ball and ran towards Michelle, putting his hands around her waist.

I can't believe he is using and cheating on my so called 'best friend'. I really didn't care cause she was mad at me for something so small. I grabbed my stuff and headed home, I didn't feel like being bothered. So, when I got home. I went straight to my room and went to sleep.