The dead girl- NewtXreader

The party

We arrive at the party and there is already alot of people. We walk in and Scott starts to greet all his friends as we hear him disappearing trough the loud music while me and Stiles walk over to Lydia and Allison. "Oh hey Stiles! And y/n?! Wow i didn't expect to see you here!" She chirped while giving me a giant hug. "Yeah, I decided it was time to get out a little again." I answer while smiling. "Good choice! Would you guys like a drink?" I look at Stiles and he gives me the (just one drink) look. "Sure one wouldn't hurt!" I smiled, "I mean yeah if your offering" Stiles said. Lydia walked off to the kitchen to get the drinks while my and Stiles sat down at the couch. "I'm suprised you said yes to that drink" Stiles said looking over at me. "Yeah me too, i guess i just need it."
I answered. "I got your drinks!" Lydia yelled over the music and plopped a drink in our hands. I swirl it twice before taking a big sip that i quickly regretted. "Holy shit Lydia. How much vodka is in here?!" I shouted while making a grimace "its half vodka half soda!" She said winking at me. "Are you trying to get me drunk tonight?" I asked, "i mean yeah. What the harm in that?" She laughed.
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A few drinks later and im out dancing while sipping my drink when i spot Stiles in the crowd, "STILES!Come dance!" I shouted, he quickly looked my way and came rushing over to me stumbling over air every two seconds. "Are you drunk y/n?!" He asked looking shocked. "Yeah, are you?" I said while dancing. "Yeah dude i don't think I've been this drunk since i tried to drown my feelings." He was mumbling, "what?" I ask not being able to hear what he said. "Nothing. Lets dance," he says, taking my hand and dragging me further in to the crowd. He puts his hands on my hips as i place my hands behind his neck. We start dancing to the loud music, we get closer and closer without realizing it and we keep dancing. "You look really hot today he whispers in my ear, giving me goosebumps. "I know." I whisper back smiling looking in to his eyes not breaking the eye contact, all of a sudden i feel his lips crash into mine. I'm in shock but i start to lean into the kiss as his tounge starts to explore my mouth, but then he just pulls back and let go of my hips "I'm sorry I can't do this. I'm so sorry" he says while walking away leaving me dumbfounded in the middle of a crowd. I start to walk towards the front door stumbling over my own feet, when I bumped into someone, looking up i see a familiar face. Derek Hale. Just the person i wanted to see, Derek is my. How do i say it. Ex lover. Old sex buddy. Basically we just fucked from time to time but i got feelings for him and he left me because of it, "y/n? What are you doing here? Are you drunk? Why are you drinking again?" He asks holding me up straight so I don't fall "im drinking because. Actually you know what? No. I don't owe you an explanation. Now get out of my way please." I say pushing him away and continuing my way to the front door but just as i reach it i stumble over nothing and I prepare myself to fall, right as im about to hit the ground  someone grabs my arm and stands me straight, "Thats it! Im taking you home!" Derek says carrying me to his car bridal style. He drives me home and carry me into my bed, "I'll see you sometime again y/n" he says softly while leaving my room.