I was tired of it. Tired of the constant berating from my mother. Tired of it feeling like I'll never amount to something. Tired of my "friend" being two faced and bullying me. So I just thought why not just leave, No my mind screamed leaving is not simple they'll come looking to drag me back. I dove deeper and the darker it got the less of a path i saw. the more I just wanted to end it all. My life was on a downward spiral, almost suicidal gone viral. I grabbed it. I refuse to say what You must be thinking why hasn't she just done it yet. im getting there to the edge so i climb inside. Cold like the ocean tide. Red spilling out along , darkness filling the edges of my vision. The weirdest thing crossed my mind. I should've left before i was left to find. they finally won they finally broke my mind.
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inner thoughts
Randomit might be from some of my experience. trigger warning this will have dark themes of sexual assault suicidal thoughts and all together a giant vent of trauma. seriously please if you are sensitive to this please do not read. If you have suicidal th...
