Crushing 4 Chandler {Completed}

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~~~(Y/N)'s POV: I cried on the plane, I miss Chandler so much but there's no going back to Hawaii. I feel my insides burning for him. He blew up my phone, I turned it off for the flight. It was long and lonely, no Chandler to rest my head on his shoulder, no Chandler to hold me, no Chandler to talk to. Nothing.

  The plane made it to the gateway and I snapped out of my thoughts. Grabbing my bag from the overhead compartment and making my way to baggage claim. I stood there holding my phone. I have 14 missed calls from him, 25 text messages. Maybe I should have forgiven him for yelling at me, what did I do. Have I lost him? Does he even love me anymore? 

  Tears started to brim my eyes making my eyes glassy. I quickly grabbed my bad and went outside. I need fresh air right now. Air brushed over me as I walked out of the cold airport. Letting the hot Georgia air warm me. Looking at me phone, I wanted so badly to call Chandler and talk to him.

  I read the texts he sent me:
"Y/N if you are reading this, I'm so sorry about what happened back there. I didn't mean it, I love you, to much for us to break up do you still love me? I mean if you don't I underst-" I couldn't read anymore it hurt to bad. My hands were shaking as I dialed his number.
"Pick up Chandler". I said under my breath multiple times.

  It took a while but he picked up.
"Hello?" He said weakly. He's been crying I can tell. It took me a few minutes to build up the courage to talk to him.
  "Chandler? I'm sorry." Tears started to roll down my eyes.
"Y/N, I'm sorry two. It's all my fault. I didn't mean to hurt you back there." 
  "Did you mean it?" I said with shaky breath.
"Mean what?"
  "That we should take a break?"
Chandler paused. I could still hear him breathing though. 
"I don't know Y/N. I hate seeing you hurt; and knowing that I did that to you. I mean should we be together if I just hurt you and lead you to other guys?"
  "When you put it like that.....I still love you." 
"I love you two. Bye Y/N."
  "Bye Chandler."
And that was it. Are we done for. Is our relationship over? I already miss him so much. I broke down there I sat down crying into my hands until I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"You okay there Y/N?"
  I whipped around to see Beck standing there with his bag in one hand and a coffee in the other. From this angle he looks so much like Chandler. And his lips look like Chandler's two. 
  "Uhh. Yeah just fine." I wiped my watery eyes with my sweater sleeve.

  Beck looked at me, the way Chandler does. Oh my God, he is so much like Chandler. At that moment I grabbed Beck's face and kissed him. He even kissed like Chandler. I stepped back and put my hands on my mouth and my eyes widened.

  "Oh my god, I'm so sorry Beck it's just you looked so much like Chandler I just-" 
I was cut off by Beck kissing me again holding my waist, he pulled away.
"You don't know how many years I have been waiting for that to happen." Beck smiled and I just looked down at the ground. But I still felt empty inside. It's not the same.

  "Well Beck, call me sometime my parents are here. Bye." I hopped into the car and waved to Beck.

"Who was that honey?" My mom asked.
  "An old friend." I looked down at my phone and saw Chandler sent a selfie of him and his parents leaving Hawaii. The caption said. "Coming to see you, if you want. I miss you."

I had a huge feeling of guilt in my stomach, what have I done.