(hook)
Trying to be happy but just cant
And i try not to be sad but fail
like when i say i can't
cry but want to cry
like a waterfall
I don't want to fry
(verse one)
I wish i made a better beat for this cause it be good
I wish i had a better voice to sing better words
I just want to be happy guess that's a miss heard
I remember a time when i tried to of myself
Must have been a when i was meth-pain
Killed a bad song like a selled-kain
Went to a ball game
'cause i liked them hotdogs
Must have been a game on
Wait off topic must have
been a lokcokpic no back
Just wanna be real not no fake
You better believe that
Tryna be fake happiness
Like a sleepless night
cause I cant sleep like a flight
Can't work so i'm trying to work
My wings trying to flap but cant cause cap
(chorus one)
Trying to be happy but just cant
And i try not to be sad but fail
like when i say i can't
cry but want to cry
like a waterfall
I don't want to fry
(verse two)
They ask whats wrong but
shouldn't they know that
This smile all CAPcut
Like c'mon mate
Like i know im fat
You ain't no saint
Either being a bully
Not even Jim Jury
I have more anger,sadness,
Paranoia,depression,anxiety
I really don't understand it to be
someone who hurts for fun like none
I know ima be a legend just you wait
I know you gon' get karma
Just like parma or mama
Sama like kan- wait of topic
Ok now i'm back on track not like bus rack
( chorus two)
Trying to be happy but just cant
And i try not to be sad but fail
like when i say i can't
cry but want to cry
like a waterfall
I don't want to fry
(verse three)
No need x3
To tell me that i am fat
I know that i ain't caping
I know my wings flap
My wing just cant fly
Cause i am grounded
But i will try just like michael bae
I will slay all 'em haters
I call 'em slays like nays
I will be best not like a nest
Yea that time when i would
love to be at school more
I hate to be a haters bait
I feel cold like i got folded
I feel the heat inside ready
to bust open but got steady
I don't know how to be really happy
And by that i mean that i don't really
Feel that spark as much to get up for
Anything but some app, couple hours of school
that gotta be cap Im sad cause i know that ain't cap
(chorus four)
Trying to be happy but just cant
And i try not to be sad but fail
like when i say i can't
cry but want to cry
like a waterfall
I don't want to fry
(outro)
Im okay but not okay im okay
but not okay it a fake smile
Like a fake ile Been havin' these nightmares
Like night tears Trying to be happy but just cant
And i try not to be sad but fail
like when i say i can't
cry but want to cry
like a waterfall
I don't want to fry
