Scared to be in love(on hold)

Chapter 1:New girl

Cassie POV

Cassie Madeline Sinclair you should wake now or else I'm gonna get you out of the bed And make you wish you listen to me ,my mom said furiously

Yeah mom I'm gonna get up on the bed just give me 10minutes more ,i replied
As I heard feet coming closer to the door I suddenly stood and gave her a sweet smile
Mom I'm just kidding you know I always gonna get up just to see your face before you
Leave,I said and she gave me the note that the first day of the school will gonna be next week i groan cause I mean who likes school I know some kids find it fun and some people find it sucks and of course one of them is me

When I was a kid we are here living and i left because my grandma is sick and I need to be there with here that's why when  i was only 12 ever since that day ive never know Anyone here but I know there is a boy i still remember he was cute have blue eyes and
I wondered is he still here I forgot his name but I can tell when I see his eyes I will know
That it's him well I have older brother and sister they are twins they are two years older than me and im 18 so it's been too long since my last visit here I mean it's been 6years
My mom is always out of town cause she is a make up artist and photographer at the Sama time

I am really amazed of how my mom raise three of us without our dad because my dad died 8years ago but it still hurts cause we really miss him so much that's why I cant Forget the blue eyes boy cause he's the one who was there for me when I heard the news
Well I clearly forgot his name I mean 6years without saying to him but will he recognize
Me or did he forgot my face and my name of course,I mean I forgot his name but not his
Eyes,dimples and the way he look at me

Fast forward to the next morning

6:00in the morning the alarm clock is making noise now I got up and I brush my hair
Pick a clothes to wear and toothbrush then take a shower its 6:35 and I'm eating my
Breakfast my mother have a note that the car outside is my ride cause I got my drivers
License last week but I prefer riding a bike so I finished my breakfast then toothbrush
And then ride on my bicycle

While I saw the gates they are big and the girls staring at me like I'm a monster and im Gonna eat them alive while I'm looking at the locker that there's my name on it i saw a Girl she is beautiful and have a blue eyes and I remember the blue eyes boy

Hey,you're new she asked politely
Umhh yes I am but when I was 12 i used to be here
I'm nicole she handed her hand towards me and I grabbed it
I'm Cassie and nice to meet you, while I saw her eyes widened when I said my name
And I can feel girls eyes are scanning my body and in just a second of time they all Screamed  someones name and they all chanting it while I looked at my back but nicole
Said stop,and I was confused why she doesn't want me to see it

Why should I not look from the back,I replied with confused face she sighed
Because ,she stopped for a while ,because I looked at her with curios of what she is Talking about
Because you don't want to cause a disaster because it's your first day she replied and Sighed
How can I cause a disaster with just looking at my back as I raised my eyebrows
It's not my right to tell you cause it's not my story but you dont want to know so don't Get involve she explained
Okay you're right I need to avoid making any scene because it's my first day ,I replied

I dont know what's going on but the only thing I can't risk is making a scene in front of everybody that's why I'm not gonna look but I'm gonna find out who is that guy

I walked inside the room and it's chemistry and the teacher is talking and I knock
She looked at me and said
Oh class we have a new student you can sit there with nicole what's your name
I'm Cassie Made-I replied but nicole cut me off
Yeah she's Cassie can she take a seat now ms ,she said with a smile
Well I suppose yes ,she replied
I sat beside nicole
Hello you freaking left me in the hallway and cutting me off while I'm saying my name
In front of the class I deadpanned her
Yeah someday you will be thankful because of what I have done ,she replied but literally
I was curious about everything when I'm day dreaming I crash into a guy and trip ,great
Please do not be the guy nicole told me that I cannot see and I open my eyes a lot of Girls glaring at me and when I looked at the guy he has a blue eyes I look at his blue Eyes trying to remember his name but the reality hits me ,god watch were you going
The boy said to me and even his voice are familiar

I stand up and,sorry but you don't have to be rude I said sarcastically and walking away
But i feel his hands and grabbing my wrist and my bracelet is now exposed
Oow ,I  saw him staring at my bracelet and feeling like he lose a love one and he tightened his grip and pull away

Where did you get that, he said to me without emotion
My mom gave it to me in my 16 birthday wait I think it's-and he cut me off
It's your 15 birthday he said and I deadpanned him how did he know why is he so freaking familiar I know he's the blue eyes guy so I want to  know what's he's name
Who are you and why did you know about my bracelet and  when did I got it ,even
We're not close I ask because of curiosity will kill me

I saw his eyes are really sad and want to say something to me I don't know even know Him and yet I am curious I mean everytime he saw me like on the class and when we
Crashed I literally felt his eyes is like that so I need to ask again
Why did you - I was cut off by one and only nicole
Oh cassie I find you finally ohh you're here to  her mother said stay away from her
And you still can't move on about the past that she is-she aside that angrily
Okay calm down nicole,Nikolai and Cassie were just both crashed to each other
A husky voice and the boy who cut off nicole
Are you okay are you hurt while falling she said very worried
I'm okay nicole I'm not hurt but who is he and why did you said my mother
Tell him to stay away from me while I dont even know him and about he can't move
On about the past which I dont remember having him I said it with no hesitation
And he looks at me like he wants to cry that he was hurt while saying the last part
Why and I don't remember him in my past I only think one past that I have the
Boy beside me and he has a blue eyes and curiousty hit me again

Hi this is my first book I wish you find it entertaining
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