Scared to be in love(on hold)

Chapter:3curiosity

Cassie POV

When I heard what he said to me I feel like im hurt because of what he said
But I know I shouldn't cause I don't know him he cannot judge me by just seeing
Me being clumsy cause we crashed but why do I feel so hurt while I walk in the
Bench I know I am full of tears but why and I keep remembering what nicole and
Nikolai are talking about the past cause I do not know I only know that I'm hurt
And I heard someone cleared it's throath and I look and it's nicole my one and only
Friend here I cannot say that best friend cause I barely know her just like yesterday

What are you doing here alone and why are you crying she asked
I i- just being push away by the boy yesterday I don't know why I said as I feel the tears
Falling

We walked and stopped by the gate infront of their house and i was shock when I saw
Their gates and it's big and it's black when we walked past by the gates I saw a woman
Standing infront of the doorway she had her hands in her hips and really pissed
Mom you're home nicole walked and hug her mom well I heard it so it's her mom
Where are you're brother his not answering my phone call is he still caught up in that
Girl why can't he just move on the girl probably forget her so why can't he just move
Her mother is really furios and didn't see me so that's why she said that things

When she saw me she looked on shock like I was dead that came back alive
Hi please sit down I don't see you there her mother said and I walk to the sofa and sit
Her mother gave me a glass of water
Thank you ms
No just call me Natasha
Thank you natasha
Hey I'll be back in a minute stay here I nodded
Her mom and her our talking while I was curious they all like I'm missing something In my memories that I don't know that theres a secret they need to reavel or they have
A problem with me and I heard the door open revealing the person is a tall guy and Have a blue eyes and I do not wonder cause it is where nicole get her eyes in his dads
Genes and he look at me in shock too they both have the same reaction as Natasha

Hi why are you here he asked me
Ummh it's late I think I should go home now my mom will be waiting at me
Nicole honey you're friend is going home now she left
I heard him screaming and I think I fell dizzy and I can't open my eyes

I open my eyes and saw the ceiling is not mine and I look around it's not my room
Then the door opened I saw the person is Nikolai the boy who made me feel like im
Missing a big part of my life and his face is worried

A-are you o-okay  he looked sad
Umhh why am I here I asked
Your here cause you fainted last night they called your mother and said what happened
And you will not going to school today and I need you to take a bath eat and don't get Sick he explained to me like he knew me and like I am a child who needs a proper care
You know I can take care of myself I'm not a kid anymore I said and he looked at me
Yes you are not a kid anymore but you are not taking care of yourself so do what I say
Okay I do what you say but I want to make a deal i said and I raised my one eyebrow
Okay what is it you want princess he said to me and I usually feel some in my head

I close my eyes and I started to see something I saw a little boy who just called me Princess and he said to me why are you so bossy
Because I am pretty
No you're not
Well I dont know you're name what's your name
My name is Nikolai you
My name is cassie
Well I can say you're name is cute
Well I can say you're cute
Cassie,Cassie I heard a voice
I opened my eyes and saw Nikolai is there
I saw someone I said
Who
A boy who named Nikolai who said my name is cute
You know my name is nikolai he deadpanned me
Yes but it's not a teenager it's a little boy
Okay you need to eat and take a shower okay
I nodded and I take a shower first and Go downstairs I only saw Nikolai
Where is nicole I asked
She is at School
Wait are you two are dating I ask confused because this is nicole house and parents
So they can't be twins or sibling or step and a boyfriend will do but
No were not he said without hesitations and my daydream disappear into thin air

Okay so you are twins
Yes we are you can guess it by are names
Right Nikolai and Nicole will be a great name for a twins
So why are you two are not look alike
We only have the same blue eyes and lips thats all we both have
So you two are always fighting
No we are close but you cannot see it outside the house
Oh so what are your habits
Why do you ask that
Because I want to know you more since you are my friend twin
Okay my habbit is playing-
With girls ohh i know that already
I was gonna say football
Ohh and girls
Can you stop saying with girls cause no i dont play with girls and I only have one girl
Only one girl and that girl is not in herself thats why I cannot kiss her and hold her
And even I Miss her so BAD I need to stay away from her he stormed out and i dont
Know what is wrong with teasing him but I feel that girl is worth it by his love and
Know I know why he wants to push me away because their is a girl he likes and just
Missing her so much so I need to say sorry to him