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I just can't image living with such conditions in my life. Knowing the truth about my parents hurts so bad. Seeing them come together only for my sake makes me feel guilty. Wishing that I wasn't born for mom and dad to live life happily than being stalked to each other. Every day watching them act like Romeo and Juliet gets on my nerves. Why were they doing this to me, making me feel blameworthy for their actions. What is the reason they can't just file divorce paper and live separately. Even though the think am having a good time with my parents together, instead I go through pain every Second of my life. If only the could stop acting like this, would I be satisfied. Having to think about all this is stress for my head. As kid when I was growing up, I wished for a fairy tale life and be happily ever after. But these people I call parents makes it harder for me. I never thought or planned for a life like this. I know I should appreciate what I have but, I prefer to live with a single parent than, my mom and dad. Of all this I should be disappointed and heartbroken like other kids. I prefer to put on my acting and pretending skills at home. I keep my hopes up because of one person Anna Jones.she is my best friend, and sister.whenever I need to talk about my parents I go to her.Also her shoulder is where I can cry out loud. You might think because she is my best friend, I only trust her. Well you are right but my diary Is also my friend. I can write whatever I want and no one can judge me.

My parents respect my privacy and never touch my diary. That is one thing I love them for. Apart From all this I loved my parents with every ounce of me. Thanks for reading every one hope u enjoyed ............