The Beauty Within a Beast: the Story of Kirishima and Bakugou

•Pt 5• The Importance of Kirishima •

Bakugou smiled softly as he brought kirishima in closer. He was sweaty as everything but at least he smelled like caramel. "Of course my lover." He said sweetly as he kissed the boys forehead. "You did amazing, im so happy i entrusted my first time to you." He spoke softly, comforting him and reassuring him. As long as he was here, he would protect and care for his sunshine. The world cant live without its sun. Unfortunately, that ment kirishima was stuck with him from now own.

Kirishima held on to Bakugou, loving ever word of praise coming from his mouth and every touch he felt from Bakugou's fingers. He was loving this, he loved being bakugou's baby in his arms. He felt so small beside his boyfriend but he was ok with that. Just as long as he kept holding him like this, it felt like they were the only ones in the world, and for the rest of the day, they both hoped they could stay like this.

"You...made me feel like  I matter. I felt so loved, respected, and valuable. You never once made me feel embarrassed, or bad for not knowing or communicating. You made me feel safe and protected. You made me feel like...like i could trust you with anything. You made my first time...amazing. Honestly, never thought I'd trust someone enough to give them my...my...my virginity. Then there's you, you got to me....guess your really the "beast" tamer....huh..." he chuckled as he smiled again. He couldn't help but spill his feelings to the boy. To let the boy know what he had done to him. Just how much he made bakugou feel like he mattered for the first time in the long time. God, Bakugou loved him. He knew this, he'd never loved someone like this before. It was so strong, yet so gentle. Such a contrasting emotion, some would say it couldn't exist. Yet it does, and he's glad it does. He sighed softly as he hugged the boy tighter, bringing kirishimas head to rest on his chest.

Kirishima hummed to bakugou's words, his voice was so soothing that it sounded like a beautiful song to kirishima. As he started to gain his energy back, he noticed the amount of mess around them. Sweat, tears,... other substances. It started to smell. "Babe, we need a shower" Kiri alerted his boyfriend but also contradicting his words by cuddling even closer to the big teddy bear.

Bakugou sniffed the air dramatically before letting out a real, genuine laugh. "We sure do, fuckin stinks in here doesn't it. I'll go first, that way we can cuddle right when you get out of the shower." He said, even though it didn't make much sense. Why not just shower together if he wanted to be able to cuddle kirishima immediately? Well, that didn't matter. It didn't mean much, right? Well, maybe, it did.

"Bakubabe, can we shower together... please." Kiri begged the boy. He didn't want to be alone right now. He wanted to constantly be wrapped up in Bakugou. He didn't want to be left alone with this overwhelming feeling. Just the thought of it terrified him.

TW: S/H MENTION

Bakugou felt a sence of panic and dread fill him. No, what if he saw the scars! He would...no! He just comforted kirishima theres no way he could do that. "N-no...i-i um...im sorry...w-we can't..." he mumbled as he rubbed his arm. His heart sinking at having to deny him. He was to afraid of worrying him. Of course he trusted him, but he didn't want to worry him. This was all him, not kirishima. He didn't want kirishima to take it the wrong way either.

"ok... i understand... I'm sorry" Kiri said as he allowed his boyfriend to leave his grasp. He didn't want him to go. He didn't want to see him leave but he knew that Bakugou wanted to be alone for some reason and he wasn't about to intrude on him. He will just sit in silence and try not to panic. He can do this. He can take care of himself. "P-please.. h-hurry" he said as he faced away from the boy standing up and walking towards the bathroom.

Bakugou looked at him from the door before walking into the bathroom fully. The door cracked slightly. It had been a few minutes and bakugou still hadn't turned on the water. That was thanks to him looking for the make up remover. As he searched he felt like crying, he felt ashamed he had to cover up with makeup. That he had to hide from his own lover. Someone he trusts so much, so so much. Sometimes he just wants to tell him but he cant. He shouldn't bother him with this. Not like its a big deal...no its not a big deal. Then, why is he doing this...? Hiding, afraid, and right after something so loving...? He sighed softly as he finally found the make up remover, pouring some onto a rag before he started washing the make up away. Fresh scars now visible as he continues to whipe his entire arm off. Unfortunately, he didn't hear the foot steps of his boyfriend. Simply wondering what was taking so long. Poor bakugou, he should have shut the door all the way.

"hey baby... I'm sorry to intrude but what's taking so lo-" Kirishima stopped mid sentence as he saw the scars all over his lover's arms. he dropped to his knees and began to cry. "w-why..."