"Maybe I Shouldn't Give Up Just Yet" (A 2Min Oneshot)

"Just Like When They Met"

"I-I can't do this anymore....I'm sorry M-minho" Taemin says to himself as he slowly breaks, he finally cracks...and it's all Minho's fault....yet he didn't even notice

*flashback: 3 years ago*

A 16-year-old taemin is walking down the street covered in bruises and cuts from his bullies.

Everywhere hurts but he tries his best to ignore the pain. He thinks back to when his life was perfect. To when he was loved by his family...back there was where he wanted to be again. At home listening to his parents talk about anything and everything with such love and passion...he didn't know where it went wrong, why they had to leave him so sudden...if only he was with them one more time. Maybe he could be if he just left...'I mean no one wants me here i might as well-'

"AISH!"

His thoughts were suddenly interrupted by a deep voice. Slowly, he looked up, intimidated by the mans voice, body and the harsh glare he had on the young boy.

As minho looked into the eyes of the younger, his eyes softened as he suddenly forgot why he was angry at such a sweet and innocent face. His eyes widened as he looked at the boys face a bit closer and saw the bruises that were still implanted on the boys sweet face

"Are you alright? Should I take you to the hospital?" He asked with concern

At this tone of genuine kindness, taemin forced a smile 'maybe I shouldn't give up just yet'

...Boy was he wrong...

*1 year later*

Taemin was a wreck...him and minho, boyfriend of 6 months just got into a fight leaving taemin in his small apartment crying at all the hurtful things minho said. Minho was always very comfortable with expressing his feelings and sometimes that hurt the younger as he tried to force a smile through it all, but in all honesty he was slowly breaking with all the things minho says. Those little insults that should be taken lightly are taken seriously because of taemins tortured past...

Taemin laid on the couch sobbing when suddenly he heard the door slam open. "Jagiya...please don't cry...I never meant to hurt you that much. I'll never do this again...I'm so sorry"

Those words...taemin believed them so much...but 'believed'...as in past tence

*Back to Present*

"Idiot"

Taemin was never the brightest star in the sky

"Fuck up"

Taemin wasn't perfect

"Attention whore"

"She-male"

Taemin couldn't help the way he looked

Taemin would usually only be hurt by these comments because they were coming from a stranger who knew nothing of him...

...but this was his lover

The one person he trusted while he was hurt

The person who holds taemins heart in his hands

...well the person who 'held' taemins heart

Taemin was done with the abuse

He was done with the names

He was done with the tears

'He was done with his life'

He shakily grabbed the pills and steadily untwisted the cap.

He was about to chug the pills down his throat. Wanting to feel the pills start to work when suddenly the door busted open and the pills were now scattered on the floor...

...taemin felt like he failed...he felt like a fuck up, he fel-

"JAGIYA! WHY?"

Taemins thoughts were once again ripped out of his head by the deep voice...'just like when they met'...when taemin felt everything would be okay...

"I needed to feel...I know those names you called me...they're all true...every s-single one-e"

Taemins voice cracked and he started crying.

Minho's eyes softened once again 'just like when they met'

Minho was silent.

Minho never meant for it to go this far... He loves his boyfriend and he didn't realise just how much pain he caused him when he said those things

Minho wanted to just crawl next to the fragile boy and cry with him

That's exactly what he did

He cradled the poor boy and whispered sweet nothings into his ear. Taemin slowly fell silent and that's when minho started talking

"I-I never meant to hurt you jagiya...I thought you liked my little jokes and names...I'm so so so so sorry my love...please forgive me baby. Saranghae...."

Taemin slowly lifted his head...he thought carefully. The silence was nerve wracking for minho as he waited to be rejected. To be punished for all he did to his poor lover.

What he didn't expect was soft lips to be pressed against his and hands against his chest.

As the kiss broke taemin slowly put his head on Minho's chest, the both of them now lying on the bathroom floor and slowly drifted to sleep with this last though being

'Maybe I shouldn't give up just yet'

...and boy was he right this time...

|| OKAY YES I KNOW IT MAKES LITTLE TO BO SENSE AT ALL BUT I JUST WANTED TO POST MY FORST ATTEMPT AT A FANFIC SORRY IF ITS SHIT 😂 ||