Chase Hudson 𝑆𝑀𝑈𝑇⚠️ and imagines

Insecurities🥱 (swipe for song. And listen in headphones, trust me)

Chases POV
It's 1am and I decide to drive to my gf
y/n's house. I'm hoping she's awake and not asleep. I get to her house and I don't knock because I didn't want to wake her if she's asleep. I go up to her bedroom door and see that there is no light coming from the bottom crack of her door so I assume she's asleep. I walk in her door and she her sleeping peacefully. I stand there looking at her and move around a little trying not to wake her up

Your POV
I'm sleeping in my room until suddenly I hear something or someone moving around in my room. I try to open my eyes and eventually they open. I turn on the lamp on my nightstand next to my bed to see my boyfriend chase Hudson standing there crying with puffy and bloodshot red eyes.

You: hey baby.. what happened? Are you okay?

Chase: oh hey bub. I'm sorry, did I wake you?

You: yeah but that doesn't matter. What matters is you, are you okay?

Chase: I j-just had a bad day today that's all, I came here hoping you were awake but instead I woke you up. I'm so sorry

You: it's okay.. come sit. wanna talk about it?

Chase: mhm. I just need your hugs, kisses, and all your comforting words.

You: tell me babe, what's wrong?

Chase: I'm just feeling so much more lonely and insecure today because of all the hate comments telling me to eat and calling me bones and stuff like that. And then on my TikTok foryou page there are so so many buff guys that don't look anything like me at all. I just don't wanna be skinny anymore y/n! I wanna be buff like all thoes other guys on instagram. I don't deserve someone so beautiful and perfect like you y/n. You deserve someone more buff, and perfect, and someone that can treat you better that I can ever treat you. So many guys want you and still you Choose me.. the skinny, ugly, unworthy one. I j-just hate myself so much! Why do I have to be so imperfect, I just want to be a better boyfriend to you. Your so beautiful and perfect, you deserve someone so much better than me. I understand why all my ex's cheated on me.. I deserve to be cheated on. I'm so ugly and... I just don't deserve to be a-alive.

*At this point you are already crying because of his words*

You pull him in for a hug and he hugs you back

You: baby, don't EVER say that about yourself again. You deserve to be here love.. I love you so so so much words cant even explain how much I need you in my life. Idc if your buff or not, your perfect in my eyes and you don't need to change. I'm the one who doesn't deserve you, you are so so kind-hearted and amazing chase. Your ex's didn't deserve someone so amazing like you. They cheated, their loss.

*You pull away from the hug and look him in the eyes*

You: I love you so much and please don't ever say that about your self ever again, you deserve to be here, I love you so so much and I hope you know that! You deserve the world and I wish I could give you that

Chase: but baby.. I d-don't want the world. I ju-st w-want you. You are the only person I love and will ever love. If we ever break up just know that I will still love you. I've been meaning to tell you this for a while now b-but here it goes. Y/n y/l/n I am so fucking in- love with you and I don't know how I got so lucky. There are so many other guys that you could have chosen instead but yet you chose me! How come it was me.. why me?

You: chase Hudson.. I am also so in- love with you.. I could never love someone else as much as I love you. Somehow I got so lucky to find someone so perfect like you.. in your eyes you see imperfections but In my eyes all I see is perfection. I chose you because the second I saw you sitting on that swing in that park I just knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. I love you so fucking much chase.. and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you!

*Chase sobs and hugs you*

chase: Thank you y/n.. for everything

You: you don't need to thank me love.. I need to thank you!

*chase kisses you passionately and you kiss him back*

You: now I know.. I defenently want to spend the rest of my life with you

Chase: me too

*you both then start going to sleep cuddling thinking about the future with each other.*

A/n: okay.. this made me cry. Anyways.. 860 words