Under the influence

Vi$i0n2

! S W E A R I N G !
Characters Used:
• Nylolys
• Saylor
• Me / Sheccid
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Once we stepped off campus we hopped on our skateboards. Saylor's parents were always out of town because of work. So of course we always had " Slumber Parties " at her house. It would consist of: Painting nails, Pillow Fights, Watching Movies, and of course.. Making out..
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She was always so gentle about it as well. She would always run her fingers through my hair. It would always give me a burst of butterflies.. I felt so loved when she was around. But it was a fucking hell whole when she wasn't.
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Especially when she was sick at home. I never hung out with anyone else but.. her. She was the only one that felt special to me.
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It was finally a day we're she was sick. I didn't have anyone to hang out with. I also hadn't slept in 6 days. I was so tired. The room started to get dark.. I fell to the ground. Voices filled my head " Stop " " Leave " " Fuck off " my head kept whirling over and over again.
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I could hear my heavy breathing. It was unlessly flipping down. I couldn't hear anything around me until " NYLOLYS! " yelled Kai. I suddenly felt my self open up into reality. " Huh? " I answered. Kai told me I was passed out all through 1 and 4 period.
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I quickly grabbed my skateboard and headed to Saylor's. I was stumbling and getting dizzy. I fell onto a high way. Each car passed me on its way. I suddenly got up and kept running. I finally made it to Saylor's house. From what she told me.. I fell onto the ground once I got their.
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I woke up on Saylor's lap. Her fingers running through my hair. She looked down at me and kissed my forehead. I blushed and smiled. I was so happy to be with her..

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Until the dark started fading in again. I kept hearing voices. I shot up and I was breathing heavily. I don't understand why this was happening to me.
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I wanted to cry. Every time it would happen. I would get a sharp pain in my chest. As if someone was stabbing me and I had to sit all through it. Saylor placed her hand on my cheek. " Are you okay..? " she asked. I looked at her and explained everything. She started to comfort me..
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I just didn't want to feel like this. The rest of the night we stayed quiet and cuddled. It became 3am we were still awake. We finally started conversation. Except it was weird.. It was about my visions. We talked about how they looked like. I remember what they looked like, but when I described them.. It was like I forgot what happened.
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She was very patient with me. Saylor didn't mind me forgetting. She would always try to help me remember. But it was no use. I was hopeless I couldn't remember and it was stupid.
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I felt really bad for Nylolys.. I didn't want him to feel this way. I wanted everything in my power to help him. The next day at school he was really dizzy and skipped half his classes.
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I know he's sleep deprived, but it shouldn't make him have visions. Especially not now. A few months ago he didn't sleep for 9 days. Why is it affecting him now?
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I found him by his locker passed out. He woke up a few minutes later after shaking him. He shot up and I told him we're going home and putting him to sleep. We got to my house and he fell asleep quick. For about 12 hours of sleep. He woke up and smiled.
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He thanked me and we cuddled for the rest of the day. I thought that sleep would help him. I was wrong..
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So wrong..
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He kept having his visions except he would describe them as: Bloody, Fire, and Running.
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Lots of running.
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I didn't understand what the visions meant. We looked into it. We never found anything. It was like everything was deleted.
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A few months went by. He would continue to have his visions. It would get so over whelming, even for me. One day he just stopped having them.
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I was confused.. How did that happen?
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It was so quick.
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I didn't know how to process this. Nylolys acted as if nothing happened.
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I can't believed they stopped now. After all the trauma we both went through.. they stop now?
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It didn't matter to me anymore. I was happy to have them back. Well he was distant at first.
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As if he knew something..
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But everyone's been like that..
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Right?
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