Stockholm Syndrome Punk Louis Tomlinson

Do I make you uncomfortable ?

Louis' POV

I felt pretty awful for many days after the situation. I never met to hurt Kali, in fact, the whole point of switching classes was to protect her...

I couldn't un-see the look on her face when she walked in on me and Katie. And then, to make everything better, I told her to leave so I could fuck her in peace.

The things alcohol did to me.

"Lou? You alright mate?", I didn't even realize that Harry walked into my room, nor did I realize my eyes were filled of...tears?

" Fine. Get out Harry.", I reply simply and grab my notebook so I could hide my face behind it.

I sensed Harry walking over and sitting on the edge of my bed,"Hey, I get it. Remember Taylor?"

He chuckled a little bit and shook his head," She really messed me up. I was in your position exactly. But remember, Kali is just another mission from Cowell. She's nothing else."

He lowered my notebook and stared directly into my eyes sternly," Nothing else." He repeated and got up to leave, but he stopped at the door.

"Be careful Lou. I love you." He whispered before exiting my room.

Out of everyone in our little group, me and Harry are the closest. There used to be a rumor around campus about me and Harry being " romantically involved",but that was far from the truth...Besides, I was dating Eleanor

Eleanor.

- Flashback -

My smile was miles long as I walked up the steps of my beautiful girlfriend's apartment, her favorite Starbucks drink in hand.

I told her I would be back to visit Friday, but I wanted to surprise her on Monday.

You see, I move to the United States when my sister started going through rough times, while El had to stay in UK for school.

I knelt down and grabbed the key from under the welcome mat, making sure to look through it so I could fix my hair.

Finally, I fixed my jacket a bit and walked into her apartment.

She wasn't in the living room, but I heard the shower running upstairs so I walked up the spiral staircase and walked into her room.

But much to my surprise, my precious Eleanor was not in the shower, or the bath for that matter.

She was laying in her bed, naked from what it looks like, sound asleep. I smile a little to myself, before I realized what was happening.

I balled my fists and slammed the Starbucks onto the floor, breaking the cup so coffee spilled, waking her up.

Her eyes grew,"Louis! I thought you weren't coming until Monday!"

I ignored her walking over to me in her bra and panties and walked into her bathroom.

I broke the curtains off and grabbed the young guy that was occupying the shower.

" Louis! You phsyco path !" Eleanor yelled as I dragged the kid out of her room and pushed him down the stairs.

I walked back into her room and tried to ignore the tears that were falling from her delicate face," Happy anniversary."

I walked out in so much anger..I didn't even know what to do.

Without thinking I drove to the tattoo and ordered a tattoo on my chest to describe my current situation perfectly....

It is what it is.

- End of Flashback -

Ever since she cheated on me, I haven't been the same since. I promised myself, every time I thought of her, I would get a new tattoo or piercing until I had no skin left.

That's how I went from a guy with bright colored pants and overalls with a clean haircut, to a guy with a shaggy hairstyle, all black clothing, and piercings/tattoos.

I snapped myself away from my thoughts and stood up, placing a black beanie on my messy head.

In attempt to escape silently, I tripped over my own feet as I reached my front door of the frat.

Niall was standing in the kitchen before he ran over to me," Where are you going?" He twisted his lip piercing anxiously.

"I'm going out, Niall." I say before turning and walking out.

I didn't even realize where I was going until I found myself standing outside Kali's dorm.

She's just a part of the mission, I remind myself, nothing more.

When I finally decide to turn away, the door swung open and there stood dissleveled Kali Pierce.

Her long brown hair was messy, her mascara running, and she was wearing a huge black hoodie and sweats.

" Kali?" It broke my heart to see her like this, any girl like this. I may not show it, but I'm still the old Louis.

I push her back into her dorm and pinned her against the wall, my eyes piercing her's.

" Get the hell off of me," She snarled and tried to push me away, but I pinned her back down.

" Am I making you uncomfortable?" I smirk.