The courtbridge catastrophe

How it all started...

I had a dream... One night i was alone in the streets no one was there just me and myself i was lonely,alone. I thought it was the end but i woke up in an unforgettable way. I woke up to the smell of burning there was a blaze so strong you could see it from miles away now i really thought it was the end. I didnt think i just acted i was on the first floor luckily or i may of not made it out. Maybe it was a bad thing that i made it out the next day i caused one of the largest catastrophes in courtbridge history. It all started on 9th of may 2018. It was my brothers 21st birthday me him and some of our freinds were going to meet up we were driving to a local arcade. When we got there it was all fun in games until lilliana (most popular in highschool and voted most prettiest  was prom queen 3 years in a row) turned up. Everyone liked her except me i hated her and there was a reason. It was my 5th  birthday (april the 25th 2003)  i invited everyone it was fun until it came time to blow out the candles 1 second i was happy the next i had a face full of cake but enough about her. We just had bad memories so when i saw her evil gremlin face appear from behind an arcade game i knew this wasn't going to be good. My brother only invited her because he liked her i told him everyday that she doesnt deserve him but he doesnt listen. She once invited him to prom but showed up with another guy he was the laughing stock of school for months. She was rich like 10 figures rich but she continued to ask for money from my brother and he gives her it he thinks she likes him. The only thing that happened that night was lilliana begging for money from my brother james my freinds having fun and me in a corner bc i was broke and my own brother wouldnt even give my £5 to play a single game because he was spending all his money on lilliana. Talking about my brother i should probally introduce myself im zeze (20). Fast foward its now june 24th alot happened in less than a month lilliana was in a car accident james cried and i laughed this was karma for everything she did to me  she wasnt that hurt just a couple broken bones  (sadly). On the other hand james was losing his mind crying thinking she was gonna die that wouldnt of been a bad thing in my opinion. If she actually died i would of tried to comfort my brother and if i was invited to her  funeral i would only go for my brother. I probally shouldnt talk about that. Also there was a high school reunion everyone was there even some teachers. There is this one teacher Mr.scott he was weird i dont know how to explain it he wouldnt make us work he would just complain about his life problems to us and let us do whatever we want. He once stormed out the  classroom saying "Janice, no im sorry i shouldnt of done that-" i didnt know what he did but im guessing it was bad. There was also  ms.connors the worst teacher in courtbridge high school she would shout at you for wearing a shirt shorter than your belly button and give you a detention for a week and dress code you.
Then there was mrs.jenna we all called her jenna she was cool she let you do anything as long as you worked to. I hated all my teachers other than ms.jenna. I didnt know how to react when i saw lucas he was my first freind  but now i never talk to him i havent in 2 years. He promised we'd be freinds forever that didnt age well. To be honest we were 6 when he promised that he's just changed in a bad way he used to be freindly talk to everyone he was a extrovort. But now he just has been really mean and cold hearted not like he used to. Emily was there to  she was my ballet best freind thats what we called it we were 8 at the time again promised but again that didnt age well. we havent talked in 12 years i think its sad she couldnt care less i know that because she recently posted an instagram story about me saying "zeze is so annoying i cant beleive she thought we were freinds". I knew she didnt like me but i didnt know she hated me. This is when it really started this was a week before my house was burned down. Me and emily had a "fight" i thought nothing about but she thought it was serious so serious she threatened to burn my house down. And she did. My house was burned down on the 20th of july 2018 a month after this "fight" i didnt take what she said seriously i didnt think she would do it. The day of the fire i was getting interrigated by the police for any suspects  at this point i knew who did it so i told them. Emily got arrested but it only gets worse from here i stayed at my brothers house that night when i woke up i felt somthing was wrong but i didnt know what.  I felt a sharp pain but not from me it was weird i have no words for it. It was like i was someone else for 10 seconds and it was over it was quick but it felt forever it hurt but  i didnt feel  weird after so i didnt think anything of it.
But then i felt something really wrong like i was guilty...