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I know for fact probably no one care but

I honestly don't know what to do right now guys
Like I'm kinda upset.
My own mother just said she hate me.
Like I get that I'm kinda like the outcast of my family but it just hurts so much. She always said she won't come home anymore and she will leave me and my sisters on our own
And she say that I have a problem in my head so I have to go to therapy what you call that and it helps me a lot because I know mental health is not the best but she's she have a bad day or being in a bad mood she always complain to me about not helping with anything when she give birth to me. But honestly I wish she didn't. Like I always imagine how my life would be if I wasn't born here.
And whenever she complains I feel like the part of me that started to recover just broke down again.

I really hope most of you guys have a loving family or at least someone to talk with.
I know not many people read this but I really appreciate it.

Have a nice day. I hope I didn't ruin it...

Bye