your favorite boy | dnf

six

i wake up to the smell of bacon sizzling. i dont feel dreams arms around me, so thats a relief... i think. i roll over onto my back and jut rest there, waiting for my body to fully wake up. as im laying, thoughts rush in my head. did i just CUDDLE with dream? does he like me? was i pushing it too far? was he uncomfortable? i soon realize that im an over thinker. always thinking the worst in things. it thought, but i cant really control it too much, and i have no one to talk about it to, so that helps. i dra my legs over myself, then only the floor. i have so socks on and the floor is cold. thankfully waking me up more.

i walk slowly down the stairs, rubbing my palm into my eye. just as i reach the bottom of the stairs, i see sapnap and dream whispering about.. something. i was too tired to take notice. 

as i walk closer to the white marble island, dream leans back into his chair, saying "i dont even know anymore sap...". confused, i pipe in. "know about what?".

dream and sapnap stop dead in their tracks. pure shock in their eyes. they stare at each other for a good minute, eyes wide open.

"UHHmm- n-nothing! its just..." sapnap starts. i got confused, raising an eyebrow.

"JUST- just thinking of a new idea for a youtube video. right sapnap" dream asks, sounding stern.

"yeah, yeah a video." sapnap says, sounding as confused as me.

i pause for a minute, taking everything in. im way to tired for this. "alright, whats for breakfast?"  ask, ignoring the previous conversation. 

"bacon and eggs," they say in unison. "i hope you like 'em." dream says with a smile.

god dammit that pretty man and his gorgeous smile. 'bouta make me ACT UP. (ok george never said that last part)

"im sure i will," i say back, smilling into it. 

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after a long, exaughsting day of doing nothing, night falls. outside is itch black, and im inside on the couch watching a movie. as the movie fiished, i check my phone. 1:48 am. 'dam', i think, 'i should head to bed.' as im on my way to my bed, i stop by dreams room. i peak inside and he's holding his guitar. since he sung last night, i decide to go in. 

"hi dreamie" i start.

"hi georgie!" he says, with a gleaming smile. "what are you doing here?"

im blushing. holy shit. "oh! well- uhm i saw you had your guitar with you and i was wondering...?" i stop there, hoping he could catch onto what I was saying.

he realizes. "OHH, little old gogy wants me to play a song?" he says in a baby voice. adorable. i nod. "ok georgie, anything for you, c'mere." he says, patting down onto his bead, motioning for me to sit. i gladly accept, sitting by his side. he starts to strum the first chords, and I dont recogize it. "what song is this?" i ask curiously. 

a pink shade is painted across his face. "oh uh, i actually wrote this... for someone." he says, so shy. he's never shy.  "well whose if for?" i ask, most likely pushing it.

he chuckles, "not important", he continues playing, as i lean more into his side.

(PLAY SONG OT ELSE CARSON WILL COME FOR YOU)

he starts. 

Breathe deep, breathe clear

Know that I'm here, know that I'm here

Waiting Stay strong, stay gold

You don't have to fear, you don't have to fear

Waiting

I'll see you soon, I'll see you soon

How could a heart like yours ever love a heart like mine?

How could I live before?

How could I have been so blind?

as he sings, he occasionally turns to face me, every time with passion in his eyes, and a warm smile on his lips

You opened up my eyes

Sleep sound, sleep tight

Here in my mind, here in my mind

Waiting

come close, my dear

You don't have to fear, you don't have to fear

Waiting

I'll see you soon, I'll see you soon

How could a heart like yours ever love a heart like mine?

How could I live before?

How could I have been so blind?

You opened up my eyes

You opened up my eyes

Hold fast hope

All your love is all I've ever known

Hold fast hope

 

All your love is all I've ever known

How could a heart like yours ever love a heart like mine?

How could I live before?

How could I have been so blind?

You opened up my eyes

this time, he looks at me. right into my eyes. 

you opened up my eyes

You opened up my eyes

he fished the last verse, then looks me straight into my eyes.

"did you like it?" he sounded nervous. I didn't know how else to show my love, so i just hugged him. i feel him shiver startled, until i feel his arms wrap around me.

we stay here for awhile, until I say, "it was perfect."

soon after what happened, we both fell asleep. with my head on his chest, arms wrapped around his neck and his waist. his arms drop around me, pulling me closer.

i felt safe. safe and loved.

loved. 

(hello nobody who reads this! ive decided that i would make this book short, a maximum of 16 chapters, because i simply do not have any patience whatsoever. and this book sucks and no ones reading it. poggers <3)