unexplainable love ~ mp

eighteen

i'm back after months. sorry i was super busy but i'm gonna update fir now and ill try to update more <3
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if had been about 2 months since we got home from tour and also 2 months since i last spoke to mattia but i could care less. we aren't friends anymore i guess. i know he has a new girlfriend and i'm happy for him. ale told me that they have been distant. i know mattia was happier but the boys were pretty upset.

tiem skip: 1 year

yns pov: it's now our last hs year and we're all señiors. high school was fun but it's time to move on. we graduate in 2 weeks so i decided to help boost their mood by suprixinf the boys with a trip to italy. woah right. it was sort of a business trip but they didn't know that. i invited a couple friends because i knew they would enjoy it.
we wouldn't leave until summer but we weren't friends with mattia anymore. some people just grow appart.

the only person who still is friends with him is kairi. i'm happy for mattia tho he has a gf and he looks happy. i moved on i'm going to college and i'm scared but exited. everything is so good rn. we graduate soon. i've kept it well, my 2 closets friends are jennie and justin.

you want thing to go one way and they go the other. i'm single and waiting to find someone maybe in college.

their was gonna be a party at someone's house to celebrate our graduation. i knew mattia was gonna be there but i wasn't worried. we weren't cool but we just never talked anymore.

didn't bother me tho

i put this on and headed to the party. everyone was drunk but i tried to have fun.
i bumped into mattia.

m: hello stranger
yn: woah you speak!
m: funny
yn: haven't seen you in forever
m: because you don't talk to me
yn: why would i all you do is post about how we were fake to you
m: i missed you
yn: yeha i know i'm the best
m: i'm gonna miss you after hs. it's gonna be wierd with you gone
yn: don't worry i'm going to college in the city lmfao
m: if i thought u were going to yale
yn: i was but i decided to stay close
m: oh i'm not going to college so looks like your stuck here w me
yn: lmao i miss you ugly we need to hang
m: def how about next week
yn: cant we're going to italy
m: without me? i'm hurt
yn: yeah sorry bud
m: see you around and text me
yn: YOU blocked me
m: bye

it felt good to talk to him
~buzz~
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it was saturday morning and we had about a week before we were going. we were going for about a month. only because it's business, sort of.

"ALEEEE" i screamed as i ran up to my best friend

"wow chill home girl" he said lowkey startled
"so i have good news" i said exited to tell him
"what's up" ale wondered what i was sup to
"WERE GOING TO ITALYYY!" i yelled in his face
"WOAH WHAT" he said confused yet exited

"yeah we leave in a week, you down?"
"fuck yes"
"okay well we're going for a month sooo pack ur shit"
"that's a long time...BUT I DONT CARE IM STILL GOING"
"fuck yes"

i posted on ig

i told the rest of the boys and we had to pack!

"you think we should invite mattia"
"why would we do that"
"cuz"
"idk"
"well"
"if you wanna ask that's on you not me"
"maybe he should sit this one out"
"alright"

mattia's POV:
i'm living my best life. i let go of the bad people in my life.

not really

i just get high everyday and comeplety forget about it all. i just live by the moment. not really thinking of what's comming next. i'm shit without those boys. i won't admit it. they sure think i'm having the best time of my life but i accuser dying inside.

"goodmoning babe"
"oh hey what's up"
"nothing jsut packing"
"for what"
"we're going to italy"
"why"
"with ur family"
"oh yeah shit i forgot about that"
we weren't going until tomorrow but i was regretting accepting going with them

back to yn:
a week later:
we were in italy. woah.