City lights. Big city lights. The only thing I see as I am looking around, around, around. The alcohol in my blood makes my vision blurry, but I laugh. Just laughing. I will leave this place too, does it matter if I drink till I hit rock bottom, or sleep with every other guy for that matter? As long as I do not need to fall in love, have a relationship, it will never matter.
This is the last of New York for me, the last party, the last time sipping wine and beer with these people but also the last time I'll sleep with any of these guys, because then my mum and I are heading to Miami. Starting over. Starting again. In the end, my mum thinks it will make me change, turning me into that perfect girl, always scoring best in everything I am doing. But I only turned into something miserable from all the moving, something that only turned me into an alcoholic. But I could not stop now, I needed a safe place. And I would never get that if we kept moving.
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RomanceAlexandra is slowly getting addicted to alcohol, she parties every day, sleep with every other person, boy or girl, and could not care less about her future. All she cared about was finding a place to settle down at, and when she gets to New York, s...
