Him & I

Help me

"Why did you have to tell me! You should have kept that to yourself! WHAT IF YOUR FATHER FOUND OUT! HUH? ANSWER ME!" he says.

It's the early morning of dawn in the season of Fall.

The slight color of orange, red, and yellow showing through the leaves were as beautiful as a sunset setting on the lowest horizon. Anyone could tell Fall was approaching. In the distance, only light colors like those would be seen by many but in the distance of another's point of view, it shows as a dull color scheme. Looking from afar from my window sill all I see is darkness covering the scene.

"I hate this place. Please, I'm begging you to let me go!"

"I'm sorry darling, I would but you discover something you shouldn't have." He says.

"You don't have to do this Odi-"

"SHUT UP WHORE! DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO!" He replies.

"Please. I'm sorry, I won't say anything! I promise with my life! Odi..."

"NEVER SAY MY NAME AGAIN!! I don't trust you nor do I love you. Yes, it was a lie. I CAN NEVER LOVE SUCH AN UNGRATEFUL WHORE!!" he replies as he leaves.

As he leaves my room, I hear he locks the door behind him.

"WHY MUST YOU DO THIS TO ME OF ALL PEOPLE!" I cried.

"You know why." He sighs.

Nightfall was approaching, I sat on my bay window and without a doubt in mind. I broke down in tears from all the agony and misery he afflicted upon me. A tear suddenly fell onto my journal and it was a picture of us meeting for the first time.

I took a long breath that concealed me for so long I forgot to release it. Instantly, I fell to the floor and laughed a peculiar laughter.

"So, YOU THINK YOU CAN'T FEEL PAIN EITHER! I'LL SHOW YOU PAIN! I'LL SHOW YOU PAIN." I say.

I began to write something, but my body doesn't know it because I'm still laughing.

Help me.

This isn't me. Please, I need help. Someone save me. I just can't do this anymore.

To whoever is reading this please find him and give me the antidote. I can't explain much longer, because of time but if you've seen the mountaintop that lingers with a green aura around it then come to me. Find me. I'll be at the farthest castle on the right beside the town of Owelton. If you're in Kielsil then you know where to go. Come find me and please hurry. I don't have much time. And if he finds you, burn the book and go straight to Niellanore and ask for the young lady of the throne Olune. If all goes according to plan you will find the journals hidden around each town. Make sure to trust absolutely NO ONE. if these journals get in the wrong hands God knows what will happen to me and you. Once again I'm sorry my love you had to find out this way. I'll be waiting towards the day I see you again.

Always and forever loving you.

-Laia