ꜰɪʟᴛᴇʀ • ᴍɪɴɪᴍᴏɴɪ 【✓】

✧ꜰɪꜰᴛᴇᴇɴ✧

Jimin couldn't bring himself to face anyone anymore, missing the college but leaving home to wander in empty parks or river banks. He had never felt this alone ever.

Shits do hurt and there's no denial, Jimin was fed up with this. Why do some people even come into life when they have to leave? Why do they make him feel special while in the end their attitude would let him down?

Overall, it's a mess. He might be overthinking but isn't it what we all do when there's no assurity? There's no sign of comfort and hope?

Jimin really was lonely.

Now, It was the weekend and luckily he didn't have to face anyone for two days or so.

Twisting, turning and crying on his bed, Jimin didn't even realise when morning shone because all night he was just being bothered by his thoughts.

He had no plans to get off the bed and start his day, so he laid down and didn't get up.

He spent his Saturday in his bedroom, not feeling himself being able to even make it downstairs so his mother worriedly asked if he was sick but for her sake he had to fake it all.

She came up to his room after not finding him on the lunch table, he missed breakfast too but since he's a brunch person his mother let him rest a little but he was actually restless all night.

She worriedly rushed in to find him lying in a curled up position. She worriedly sat near him, running her head through his hair and he opened his eyes.

"Jimin-ah? Are you okay?" She asked but Jimin only looked up at her with his bloodshot eyes.

Jimin tore up again, shaking his head in denial and she literally freaked out.

"What happened? My baby, do you need anything to eat? Should I get you something warm? You need to have the pills." Being a mother all she could do for his betterment so asked while Jimin couldn't even bring in words why he was sad.

But at least he fell asleep under her magical touch. She brought him to relief while running her hands through his hair, he closed his eyes in ease.

Jimin wasn't alone.

She tried to check on him and found out he was asleep, leaving a kiss on his head. She left his room but Jimin hadn't fallen asleep.

He couldn't help but constantly think about Taehyung, how easily he broke his heart into two, yet he can still fix easily and Jimin waited all day just for Taehyung to arrive, make some efforts in talking but the day went off, another night of tears.

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"Baby, if you won't stop how am I supposed to help you?" Jungkook asked Taehyung, the two currently at Taehyung's place.

Taehyung felt so down, finding out Jimin blocked him on all the platforms, he really messed up so bad. After a big self realisation, Taehyung knew he was wrong.

The flashbacks of those teary eyes that longed for him broke Taehyung's heart more than ever.

Jungkook was hugging Taehyung who cried on his shoulder, heart heavy to see his baby cry.

"I will say s-sorry a thousand times… I… I shouldn't have said that… I hurt him so bad… h-how can I be so selfish?" Taehyung cried, self blaming as he thought about the event.

"Baby calm down…"

"I snapped because he mentioned you for nothing… I know it was wrong but I was wrong too."

Jungkook constantly wiped Taehyung's tears away, rubbing his back in a soothing manner.

"Maybe he was just off about something else Taehyung, he might have blamed me just to ease his tempo. If I had known better I would never have messed with him, it's just I thought like everyone else he's my friend too but Tae. I'm okay with it if he wants to blame me, he can but don't you ruin your precious friendship over me." Jungkook's words were selfless, Taehyung couldn't help but hug him tighter.