•Chapter nineteen•

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The pain I felt between my legs was indescribable. I woke up alone which was disappointing at first but I soon remembered who he was. I never understood the role of being a Mafia leader, and I don't think I ever will.

Blood rushed to my cheeks when I thought of last night. He will probably think I'm weird because for him it was probably just sex... But for me...  I felt as if my innocence was ripped away from me. I was a new person. I also felt more attached to him. Both, physically and emotionally.

I gripped the covers in my hand. What if he eventually gets tired of me? Where will I go? What would I do? I would go back to being a nobody. A nobody no one noticed.

I pushed those thoughts to the back of my head and slowly sat up. I held the covers to my chest. Even though I was alone, it felt awkward just sitting there naked. I looked towards the bathroom door. I wanted to go pee but I wasn't sure if i'd even make it out of bed. I couldn't call Boki for help because that would be embarrassing. I let out a small sigh and wrapped the duvet around me. I groaned when i realised how heavy it was.

I placed my palm on the edge of the bed and slowly dragged my butt to the edge of the bed. I slowly swung my legs over the bed and placed them on the floor. I grabbed onto the head of the bed and pulled myself up.

My eyes widened when I turned around to the bed. The sheets were stained with blood. Was that my blood? I bled? Why did I bleed!?  I faced the bathroom again and limped over to it. Once I was in, I closed the door and dropped the heavy duvet.

"Oh, my...."

I walked closer to the mirror and stared at myself. My hips were marked with his fingers. There were purple bruises forming and my neck and breast were filled with his kiss marks. W..was this normal. I winced when I ran my fingers across my hips. The bruises were fresh so any pressure caused me pain. Why was he so rough?.. He said he was going to be gentle?

Was this his gentle?? My eyes widened. Then what is him not being gentle!? I felt a shiver run down my spine. Maybe sex wasn't for me. I mean, I didn't even know if he enjoyed it or not. All I can say is that it was something I'll never forget.

I walked over to the bathtub and ran the water.
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After my bath, I got dressed.

My outfit was simple yet cute

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My outfit was simple yet cute. It was the cream coloured skirt with a matching jumper which was slightly darker. I wore a white shirt underneath so my bruises were covered. The pain between my legs was still there, so I was limping a little but it was fine. I could just tell Boki I hurt my ankle while coming down the stairs.

That reminded me. The mansion was odly quiet. I mean, it always was but something felt off. I opened my door and furrowed my brows when Hyeon wasn't there. After my shower I had to quickly go back to my room. No one was around so no one saw me but I guessed if not Hyeon, someone would've been back by the time I was done.

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