How many secrets can you keep ?

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Yay Okay so heres another story the author is dxrkluvie go check them out in ao3 and in there wattpad account. The story is called How many secrets can you keep ? [ Mikasa x Fem reader ] ONESHOT. On with the story.

Everyone was gathered inside the dining room and especially around Mikasa since it was a very special day — her birthday. Your teammates were chattering, laughing, and enjoying the celebration. However, Mikasa herself was failing to do so. The reasons were obvious — Eren had left. A while ago. What are special days for, if you won't enjoy them? Mikasa has had this one particular thought in her mind for the rest of the night. She received a lot of gifts and food that she gladly accepted. After she was done thanking and greeting everybody, she headed to her own room. The night for her was far from what she imagined it would be. The stars were reflecting in her beautiful big eyes. The wind was messing with her jet-black hair as she was looking out of the window, thinking about what Eren could be doing. You have been keeping an eye on her the whole time and decided to follow her. "Come in." Mikasa yelled after you knocked on her door, heavily.

" Hey. " you said.

" Hey. "

"Nothing is the same since he left. Is it?" you asked and sat on the floor. She looked at you. Her eyes were filled with sadness.

"..No... "

She was a girl that you grew to be fond of in the past few months. Her determination and talent totally won you over. Her depressive state was worrying you, whatsoever. It could be clearly seen that she was getting worse and worse. And you did not like it.

" I know love is hard to overcome." — "But not impossible. Maybe you could try moving on? "

She sighed and placed her palm on the red scarf that has been sitting on her neck for forever."It's not that simple." Mikasa replied. Sometimes when you were alone she would tell you about how much she admired Eren and why she actually did. And you perfectly understood.

" I know. It's natural to fall for someone who saved you. But things change. I'm sorry, Mikasa. But that's the truth. "

" I know. "

She was facing one of the greatest battles. Between her mind and her heart. Everyone knew her feelings towards Eren, and everyone thought about how she should move on from it. " It is for your own mental health. Why do have wishful thinking about something that wouldn't happen? Let's be realistic. " you sighed.

" I know all that. " Mikasa replied, quietly. For a certain amount of time, you were not quite sure what to say, since you read her body language. She was obviously uncomfortable with this topic.

" I'm sorry I did not mean to upset you. "

" That's fine. You were just trying to look out for me, y/n. Right? "

" Right. See you have matured a little bit. "

A light smile appeared on the brunette's face. It was barely noticeable, but it was there. " You must be overwhelmed by all the attention you've received today. Why don't you rest a little? I'll help you." You stood up and went to the night drawer that she had in there. Then you took a long, white see-through sleepwear and handed it to her. She started taking her clothes off.

" Mikasa."

" Yes? "

" The scarf. "

She sighed and took it off. With extra care. The girl folded it neatly and placed it in the exact same drawer you took the sleepwear. It took her a few moments just to admire it. It was something you could never understand. This scarf is so dirty and why would she keep it from someone who doesn't even love her back? You thought. Usually, most female friendships included inappropriate things. *don't lie, ladies* You uncovered the bed and put the blankets aside. She laid in. You laid next to her and snuggled up to her. Mikasa did not oppose it.

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