The girl who always kept quit

When I just fell apart

Felt devastated I never wanted to smile laugh or really do anything ,because there was nothing that would make me do those things . My parents always said to "stay strong " ,and so I did .My parents thought that I skipped the cycle of "sadness and death"but really I was stuck in that cycle for years. Now my parents said to stay strong after that I did . That's why face is always blank or "angry " looking . In reality I'm fine nothing could be better. I visit Kami's grave every June 5th . Oh ..and as for the stupid repulsive men that murdered my best friend they got in jail... WAIT NO BREAKING NEWS THEY ESCAPED AND ARE GOING AFTER ME RIGHT THIS MINUTE !! What do I do .. my parents me moving ! What no ! And that's when I woke up from my nightmare . Ugh good it was just a plain old nightmare . Then I turn around to find my body right there lying on the floor ,dead my cloths drenched in blood with my murderer escaping from my window with the knife in my hand , so it would look like I've just killed myself ! NO THIS CANT BE HAPPENING ... and that's when I woke up from my nightmare don't you have those dreams where you think you wake u ,but that is just a part of your dream yea I HATE that so much!