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✨𝟏ˢᵗ 𝑬𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒚: 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒐𝒚.

BUBBLEGUM BITCH BY MARINA AND THE DIAMONDS:

Oh, dear diary, I met a boy. He made my doll heart light up with joy...

𝑺𝒆𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 𝟐𝟐, 𝟏𝟗𝟗𝟒
𝑻𝒖𝒆𝒔𝒅𝒂𝒚
𝟏𝟎:𝟎𝟎 𝒂𝒎.

𝑫𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒅𝒊𝒂𝒓𝒚,

𝑫𝒊𝒅 𝑰 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒊 𝒎𝒆𝒕 𝑲𝒂𝒊 𝒐𝒓 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒔 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆? 𝑾𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔. 𝑰𝒏 𝟏𝟗𝟖𝟗, 𝑶𝒓𝒆𝒈𝒐𝒏, 𝑷𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒅.

𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑹𝒀 𝑫𝑨𝒀 𝑳𝑶𝑶𝑲𝑬𝑫 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑺𝑨𝑴𝑬. 𝑰 𝒔𝒘𝒊𝒑𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒎𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒎𝒑𝒕𝒚 𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒓. 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒚 𝒄𝒐-𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒌𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒌𝒊𝒕𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒃𝒆𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒆.

𝑰𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒆𝒘 𝒅𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒗𝒂𝒄𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒍 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒅, 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒘𝒆𝒊𝒓𝒅 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝑰 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒆𝒏𝒋𝒐𝒚 𝒂𝒔 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒃𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒖𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒖𝒄𝒌 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒔𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒔 𝒐𝒖𝒕.

𝑰 𝒔𝒂𝒕 𝒐𝒏 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒊𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒄𝒖𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒓𝒔. 𝑰 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒐𝒅𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒑𝒂𝒅, 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒖𝒑𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒋𝒐𝒕 𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒐𝒇 𝒄𝒖𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒓𝒔. 𝑰 𝒔𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒊𝒈𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒄 𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝒑𝒂𝒏𝒆𝒍𝒔, 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑰 𝒔𝒂𝒘 𝒂 𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒑 𝒐𝒇 𝒃𝒐𝒚𝒔 𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒓. 𝑰 𝒈𝒐𝒕 𝒖𝒑 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒚𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒊𝒄𝒆. 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒐𝒓 𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒐𝒓.