Got A Phone Call Saying My Grandmother Had Stop Breathing , " Heart's Drop " , My Whole World Stopped I Couldn't Do Nothing But Cry My Eye's Out Me And My Grandma Had A Good Relationship That's My Everything Man .
So I'm Omw To The Hospital Getting High Asf Tryna Get My Mind Off This Shyt Before I See My Grandmother And So I Won't Cry .
" Pulls Up At The Hospital "
Me : Walking Slow And Scared Asf Inside And High Asf So We Get To My Grandmother Room Ain't Go In At First Cause I Was Gone Break Down But I'm Tryna Be Strong So , I Finally Went In Soon As I Seen My Grandmother I Broke Down I Cried And Cried My Grandmother Didn't Look The Same She Wasn't Talking Her Eye Wasn't Open .
Me : Granny Wake Up , Granny Wake Up I Kept Saying Over And Over Again Crying My Eye's Out Please Granny Talk To Me Please You Gone Be Okay God Gotcha Granny Don't Leave Me Please Not Right Now He Not Ready For You Yet , " Come On Granny Talk To Me Open Your Eyes Please Granny Pleaseee I Love You Granny I Know You Gone Wake Up I Know I Know " Says As I Cried Out " .
Next Day : I Sat With My Grandmother For Hours Just Talking To Her Kissing On Her Staring At Her Crying I Couldn't Stop Crying I Thought This Was Gone Be My Last Time Seeing My Grandmother My Heart Was Broken I Didn't Have Nobody To Talk To But My Favorite Person " Quanisha " And I Tell Her Everything She Was The Only One There For Me , I Didn't Have Nobody To Turn To Aj Locked Up So Ain't Have Nobody But Favorite Person She Made Me Feel Better Because Her Grandmother Was In The Same Situation So She Could Understand My Pain And Hurt .
2 Weeks Later ,
Get A Call From My Mother Saying The Doctors Saying She Pulled Through She Tryna Get Up And Talk , Yall I JUST Couldn't Do Nothing Be Pray And Thank God For This Blessing And Answering My Prayers Man I Was So Happy I Was Crying But Crying Tears Of Joy . My Grandmother Was At Her Last And My Grandmother Made It Through My The Grace Of God .
Next Day ,
My Grandmother Doing Good And She Back To Her Self Just A Different Mind Set Her Has Not And We Gotta Work With Her To Get That Back But To Be Continued ......
