Gulf wondered if his life was a lakorn. Maybe he was just destined to be alone . He curled up on his bed crying his eyes out . His heart hurt , hurt so much as though someone was slowly hammering a nail into it .
He should have known it was too good to be true and in the end he would be left used and alone, as always.
------------------------------------------------------ *Flashback to his day *
He had woken up pretty late due to staying up last night so had to run to get to class so he didn't find anything wrong about not seeing Mew in the morning . He could hear students murmuring in class but that too was pretty normal to him. Even at lunch when he waited at their regular place he just thought that Mew might be running late . After waiting for a few minutes he decided to call Mew only to be directed to voicemail. huh maybe he is really busy
"So faggot how are you dealing with being dumped? can't see any tears then again you probably expected this " Ugh Luke "Dumped? " "Ha don't tell me you are waiting for your coward 'boyfriend' after hearing the news " "News? " "Oh you really don't know? Oh wow this is funny , here you go read this "
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"Let me clarify , Your wonderful boyfriend is engaged to Erica...Hmm I wonder what that makes you ...The other guy in the relationship? " Gulf felt like the ground gave away from beneath him. Mew wouldn't do this to him....Right? They had just confessed to each other yesterday. This couldn't be true "None of your business" He mustered up enough courage to say before walking off to clear his thoughts .
He could hear Luke and his sidekicks leering at him but his mind couldn't focus on anything . He decided to go to the terrace, Sitting there He tried to gather his thoughts. Mew wouldn't do that . He trusted Mew, Mew told him he could trust him.
But he is closer to Erica, he chose her over you that day , they are also better suited for each other , A tiny voice at the back of his head said. He shook his head as to dispel the thoughts and tried dialing Mew's no. only to be directed to voicemail repeatedly. He kept trying to convince himself and finally decided that he could just ask Thanya in the cafe that day , or Mew might even come to pick her up. It was definitely a misunderstanding .
On the way back to his class he saw Erica at one end of the corridor smiling at him. smiling? She seemed like she was about to talk to him but Gulf wasn't ready to hear anything so he just looked away and rushed to class.
-------------- Gulf couldn't concentrate on his classes at all , He kept trying Mew's number in between the classes and finally after college he went straight to the cafe and was waiting for Thanya. "Gulf are you feeling okay? " Jessie asked as she noticed him looking lost and staring at the cafe door
"Huh? Yeah I'm fine OH Thanya! hi " He suddenly sat up as he saw Thanya walk in . He did feel slightly weird about interrogating Thanya about her brother who he was 'supposed' to be dating but don't blame him he was desperate too.
"Phi Gulf ! Its been a while hasn't it ? I finished that entire serie- "
"Thanya is Mew okay? He hasn't picked up any of my calls " "Phi Mew? Oh yeah he went to Chiang Mai to talk to our parents about that engagement " "S-So its r-real? " "I don't know either actually , I was planning on asking Phi Erica when she came home today " "Home ?" "Hmm she has been living with us ..Phi! Phi are you Okay?!? Phi Jennie ! is he okay? whats wrong!? " Thanya got scared as Gulf seemed to just collapse onto a seat looking all desolate.
"Jennie can I take the day off , I really can't seem to work " "I was about to tell you to do that anyway, Please rest up okay? " "Hmm " He nodded as he went home lost in thought.
